Dian Sira Arja

Tak Semua Bende Kene Ada Sebab

2011-12-28T03:01:00.000-08:00

Lagi beberapa hari je, wak :'(
Dan saya belum bersedia.

I never had a relationship that lasted more than 5 months.
It's not something that I'm proud of.
I'm just wondering if there's still hope.

God knows how I'm trying to make this one work.
Guess I'm too old to hear shits like, "The time will come" or " You haven't found the perfect one yet.".

Just wanna let you know, those people i hang out with all the time, those moments can't never compare with one minute with you.
Bila nak ada our moment alone? Tiba2 rasa precious gila masa yg tinggal skrg.
Maybe having trouble to find some free time to be with you has something to do with it. *sighs*

Awak dah banyak ubah saya.
Awak jadikan saya orang yg saya tk sangka akan jadi.

Kalau di takdirkan kita dh tk macam skrg satu hari nanti, saya tkkn buang post ni.
That's how much i appreciate you.

That's funny. Im not even sure whether you're gonna read this.
*sighs*

INI YANG AKU BENCI JATUH CINTA NI!!!
MULA LAH NK MEROYAN!!! SIAL BETUL LAH HEYYYYY!!

P/S: I .... You

Alololo comel!

2011-12-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

Alololololololoo~ So comel lah youuuuu!
Macam sial je aku persis humpty dumpty ! (Cmtu ke eja?)

Kalau korang tgk gambar ni, mesti korg cm, "Eh comel lah lukisan ni! Budak tadika KEMAS mana buat ni?".

Untunglah badan sasa tapi hati barbie doll!

Dan dengan ini, saya , pemegang mohor2 Diraja "Kaki Menganjeng", mengumumkan wajah sebenar orang yang melukis karikatur tahap "Pertandingan Melukis Antara Tadika-Tadika Selangor" ini adalah seperti berikut:

*drum rolls*

Tahniah, adik "Ahmad Zulfaris Ahmad Nazari". Sila ke kaunter pendaftaran, dan ambil hamper choki2. Terima kasih.

P/S: "Follow Friday" adalah aktiviti rutin di twitter yg dilakukan oleh semua pengguna twitter setiap hari jumaat. Nk tau lelebih, gi buat twitter account gi!

Jangan sesiapa pergi pecah rahsia kt kanak2 ini yg aku letak gambar dia kt blog. lalalalalala~

Kalau tak faham video ni, baik kau mati je.

2011-10-13T01:49:00.000-07:00

Mohon tengok sampai habis plis!
Sangat bermohon.
Aku hampir hilang ingatan gelak tgh bende ni.
Bukan ingatan aje yg terganggu.
Beberapa posisi organ luaran badan aku pun mcm dh sedikit berubah.
Hoi, kelakar!

Selamat Hari Jadi,Sayang :')

2011-08-28T11:12:00.000-07:00

That's pretty much it.

Breaking News? I just think it's heart breaking!

2011-08-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

I'm sure most people have been sharing the same thing by now.
I just think I need to re-post it.
It's regarding that London Riots thingy.

I've been re-watching this since last night.
And I cried every time.
It breaks my heart.
He was so defenseless.Anything I may or may not say now can never describe what he was feeling.
He looked so stunned.
I cried my eyes out looking at him trying to settle down while standing ALONE on the side of the street.
HELPLESS.
But obviously there's no one to blame for that.It was terrifying to get out of the house, let alone to help that poor boy out. :'(

Stay Strong.
I'm sure everyone's praying for your health now.Good Luck on your surgery.
Our prayers and hearts go out to you.

P/S: Yo Assholes, next time u wanna pick a fight, remember to PICK YOU OWN SIZE! The boy's so small.But OBVIOUSLY not any smaller than YOUR BALLS!! (You know, if you have any!)

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Da~Da~Da~Da~ Da Da DATUK KAU!!

2011-08-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Beberapa bijik reminder buat kalian:

1.Jangan baca post ini sewaktu sedang menjalani ibadah puasa.

2.Yang kuat iman sahaja dibenarkan tgk video ni.

3.Yang kuat, WAJIB tgk video ini sampai habis!!

Anda bersedia?

Silakan :)

Blusher~ Blusher~ Blusher~ Blusher~ *tampar mulut sendiri*

*pegang dada* Sabar Dian! Mungkin itu mmg cara dia bercakap.Sabar ok? alolololo~

Takpe.

Aku masih sabar.

Kemudiannn...

Tuhan telah temukan aku dgn dugaan-nya yang agak besar.

Iaitu apa yang terjadi 0.53 saat.

Aku tak mampu, Ya Allah! Aku tak mampuuu :'(

Dugaan-Mu cukup besar kali ini.

Aku gagal.

Aku gagal mengekalkan diriku bersama pedoman dan iman ku :'(

OK dah.

bye!

Di Malaysia, Aku nobody.Di Indonesia, AKU RETIS OCCAY??

2011-08-08T05:37:00.000-07:00

Baiklah! Mari aku sort out kan tweet2 yang mungkin menyumbangkan kepada kekeliruan di atas.

Antara tweet2 yang berpotensi:

"Letih lah perform mlm ni."
"Ada aku kesah? Aku akan artis!"
"Pergi bazaar pon perform ok??"
" Mic aku hilang!"
"Silent please! Tgh recording"
"Make-up mcm nk buat Konsert! Oldtown sajorh!"

"Jangan lupa menonton rancangan yang di inspirasikan oleh hidup saya iaitu "Ustazah Pilihan".

One word, SARCASM :)

Kesimpulannya, Saya masih tidak mengiyakan atau menidakkan.Oh Shut up! Lemme have some fun with this!! LOL

Lemah lembut nyer titew~ muntah kuar katak

2011-07-26T22:56:00.000-07:00

So yeah, holiday has never changed since it started months ago for me.
My room has turned into a recording studio.without the high-tech equipment and that sound-proof quality.
Kalau tak,takkan lah mak aku memanjang ketuk pintu suh diam.Kbai!

So here's my latest one.
It feels weird to sing this one.
Lagu etnik.Memane pon aku tak pernah try.
But I've heard the song a few days ago and I was captivated.
Melody die cm woahhh!
And lyrics die cm sgt cute!!
Maybe coz aku selalu kene reject! (eh?)

Anyhuuuuu,
this is the one :)

listen here

lalalalalalal~ Dian out!

Wordless Wednesday 6th July 2011

2011-07-05T21:27:00.000-07:00

Beribu Sesalan (cover)

2011-07-05T09:55:00.000-07:00

Ade orang mintak. (Bajet retis sgt haku kenz!!)

Beribu Sesalan (cover)

Do u see it?

2011-06-30T10:28:00.000-07:00

She might not know this, (maybe cause I've never shown any sign of it) but out of all my half sisters and brothers, I love her the most. We don't usually get to spend much time together, but when we do, I sure have a great time with her. This post simply says how I miss her so much. :')

HAHA I miss having a sister who looks up to me.I feel just THAT whenever I'm with her.

<3 <3

My Wordless Wednesday (29th June 2011)

2011-06-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

Just in case If u forgot what it means.

"On Wednesdays all over the internet, bloggers post photographs with no words to explain it on their blog. Hence the ‘wordless’ title. The idea is that the photos themselves say so much that they don't need any description."

Ever Ever After.. Not so much..

2011-06-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

Listen here ------> Ever Ever After (cover) - Dian

I shall warn you, it's vocally sloppy! *sighs*
Stress lah!
I think I should aim lower!
*sighs*

My Wordless Wednesday (22th June 2011)

2011-06-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

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On Wednesdays all over the internet, bloggers post photographs with no words to explain it on their blog. Hence the ‘wordless’ title. The idea is that the photo itself says so much that it doesn’t need any description.

Lagu Buat Sang Mantan!

2011-06-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

Jiwang tak jiwang tajuk post aku? KAU HADOOOO?

Dengar di SINI

Lagu ni sial.
Huda pon rasa lagu ni sial.
Sbb?
Sbb kitorg antara dua org perempuan yg bodoh.
Bodh sbb syg sgt kt orang yg eventually hilang cmtu je.

Ape yg buat lagu ni lgi sial?
Aku pernah nyanyi lagu ni kt dia.
Satunya lelaki yg buat aku LOST WEIGHT SAMPAI 30KG! (Now YOU tell me if he wasn't something!)
Satu-satunya lelaki yg hina aku tapi aku akan terima die sepenuh hati kalau die terima aku balik.
Die hensem sgt ke? TAK! Hitam! Pendek! Ckp English mcm ckp JAWA!
Tp ape yg die ade? hmmm..HATI AKU? *meninggal*

Huda pon penah!
Penah nyanyi lagu ni untuk lelaki tu! (aku lah yg suruh.kbai!)
Lelaki tu AKU pon benci. Acaner?
Aku tau Huda benci die.
Marah dgn die.
Kalau tersebut nama laki tu, takde perkataan elok yg kuar dri mulut die.
Tapi satu bende die takleh tipu diri die.
HUDA MASIH SAYANG DIE!! Bluuuek! (Eh? ye ke?lalalalaaa..)

P/S:I still think of you in the middle of the nite.Is that bad?

Hair. Yeah.

2011-06-20T02:36:00.000-07:00

I think I've found the solutions to my hair loss problem.
Entah lah.Kind of.
Since cuti, I didn't tie my hair at all.
I didn't blow it.
I didn't even get it straightened up.
Now lately, aku perasan RAMBUT AKU MAKIN TEBAL!!

Ok tu je sebenarnyer.
BYE!

See how easy it is to hurt my pride?

2011-06-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

STRIKE 3! and You're OFF!

How can you try to hit on someone and hurt her/his pride at the same time?
I don't think it's possible. I don't think anyone can.
But apparently you can!

What's wrong with MEN nowadays,huh?
I knew it! Chivalry is just a myth. pffft!
Fairy tales really DO mess with women's heads!

Ku Ada Kamu (cover) - Dian

2011-06-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

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Rindu.
Sangat.
Tu je.

Tak tau nape.
:'(

Dengar di SINI

P/S: ASTAGA, maut speaker tu aku buat! jerit tak hengat!

♫ Tiada Ku Sangka, Kau Sungguh "KEJANG" ♫

2011-06-09T23:04:00.000-07:00

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Rasakan "KEKEJANGAN" di SINI!

Berapa banyak sekalipun Misha Omar buat lagu, lagu ni je yg berhantu pontianak bagi aku!

GEMPAK tajuk blogpost aku yg ni!

BWAHAHAHAHAHA

Dengar je lah.

Aku pon x tau nape jadi keadaan sedemikian.

Jomblo terlalu lama,mungkin!

(Jomblo = bermaksud SINGLE dlm bhs Indonesia. Bukan "Hey, ko buat pe tuh? Free x hari ni? Jom BLOW!)

My Heart (cover) - Dian Sira feat. Mahqhail

2011-06-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

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My Heart (Cover)

Sian die.
Esok pagi ade class early morning.
Dan aku paksa die recording mlm ni jgk!
kbai!

One In A Million - Dian Sira

2011-06-01T09:47:00.000-07:00

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I'm not gonna be all humble like other aspiring singers and say, "Sorry.Lari pitching sikit", or, "Sorry,skit tekak.Demam tadi". I'm just gonna be me and say, "Aku dh nyanyi penat2,dengar jah !Tak suka,gi baca IIUM Portal."

*Spoiler*

Aku rap kt tgh2 wei!
Kau hado?
Tpi sikit je
A few lines je.
And it's not that Rap-y pon.

This song brings so many memories.
Tears and joy.
I've listened to this song like a zillion times.
Alongside with so many people.
Even those, who aren't even in my life anymore
(Be it, I discarded him/her, or she/he left by choice)

still,
THE MEMORIES REMAIN.
U know how people say, "Elephant never forgets"?
*bunyi cengkerik*

Wei badigol! Aku ke elephant tu?
Kbai!

One In A Million - Dian Sira.mp3

I missed u.You and You! and even YOU! Give me a ring okay.I still pick up.No matter hard bad u've hurt me.This elephant forgives too. (Vavi,aku lagi ke elephant tu???)

P/s: That English saying lansung x leh guna dlm hal ni.Dh terkeluar subject. DIAN OUT!

KARAK: Movie Review spoiler alert

2011-05-28T11:22:00.000-07:00

Sabar!
For those who've watched the movie, please don't bash me for saying this ; I LIKED IT!!
I've been getting many negative remarks regarding the movie.
Secara jujurnyer, I was really reluctant to watch it myself.
TAPI, memandangkan laki aku berlakon, (It's Shahir,if u'r still wondering!), aku gagahkn juga tgk.
It was ok.
But aku paham nape org tak suke.

BENDE YANG ORANG TAK SUKE
- They think the movie is very slow-moving.
-They think the movie is not that scary.They think the director should've put more ghosts or scary storyline in it.

Hmmm...

In the movie's defense, I'd like to say a few things: (A few? u sure?)

- Yup.The movie is a lil' slow-moving.Nak salahkan siapa? I'll put full blame on the title of the movie. "KARAK". even the tag line "LALUAN PUAKA" pon aku patut salahkan.Basically,before anyone watches a movie, the prediction of how the movie is going to be would blindly depend on the title.In other words, movie titles are ALWAYS/MUST BE self-explanatory.I mean,that's how u sell a movie. So, berbalik kepada "KARAK", aku yakin semua makhluk di bumi Malaysia pernah dgr pasal karak highway.COME ON! That's like, one of the most URBAN LEGENDS kot. *SPOILER ALERT* So,bermula lah episode highway berhantu dlm movie ni.Ade hantu pompuan, ade hantu bdk kecik, ade hantu nenek tua (Adik aku kata mcm hantu funfair) dan hantu abang motor.

*MAJOR SPOILER ALERT*

BENDE AKU TAK SUKE

KILAFAIRY!! I don't buy that "kalau ko benci die gedik,mesti sbb lakonan die menjadi" crap! euuuwww..Something's wrong with her character.DEFINITELY SOMETHING.I just can't put my finger on it.No wait, YES I CAN! Cuba bayangkan, first scene time tgh malam.Diorg cadang nk pergi kuantan.Yang si minah ni dok pakai make-up dlm kete malam2.Kau nk club ke pe? Pakai t-shirt bodo jah! Pastu kuar kete, jalan lengang lengkok feeling2 catwalk tahap XTREME! Aku prefer pompuan yg bitchy tp CLASSY! bukan SKANKY! Less is more,wei!! Tp can't deny that she's pretty.Oh man,that is one hot piece of ass! S-Line die mantop! For someone who's so petite, that girl's got some BIG BOOBIES on her!

-SOUND EFFECTS! I mean, i've got high hopes and big expectations when it comes to KRU's productions.Each time pompuan jerit nmpk hantu, sound cm putus2-sangkut2.I know that's done on purpose.Tp mcm sedikit terganggu aku.Is that supposed to be some kind of doppler effect? (ok tak! doppler effect x tersangkut2) One more thing, element terkejut tak cukup ah bro.Blum setaraf KHURAFAT punyer terkejut.Oooops! Sorry, but i just think "sound effects" should leave "effects" on audience.

-SCENE BERKEMBAN! Tak perlu.Aku rasa cukup tak perlu.Not just guys, I myself even got distracted by those boobs yang lgi sikit nk tersembul dri kain kemban tu.Dah nmpk antu, for sure turun naik nafas kau, dan konpem2 dada kau pon turut turun naik kn? THE REST IS HISTORY!

- ACTING SKILLS. This flaw is likely to be found in any movie.It's a curse.There's no such thing as "THE PERFECT CASTING".I think Shahir could do it better next time.I see potentials.Even pelakon yg lain2 pon perlu improvement KECUALI lelaki yg drive kete tu. Nama die ALONG something.ACting die SANGAT BERSAHAJA.Sayang,dia xde rupa.Tp acting skills die tambat hati aku. Saw him once, in SERU. (KANTOI AKU TGK SERU!!)

Ok, now jom tgk "Silver Lining" nyehhh!

BENDE YANG AKU SUKA

- I hate the sound effects. but not the camera effects/tricks. KRU KOT!! mesti ah mantop. ALMOST FLAWLESS! I even fancy the make-up effects. SUMPAH MENJADI!

erghhhh,,,die tgh kopek kulit die sendiri occayyyy!!!!!

"Baaaang, ada nampak mak saya tak?"

-Scene hantu pompuan!! eh, sumpah takot lah gilerrrrrrr! Dah ah suara die cm high-pitched giler.

*SPOILER ALERT! SUMPAH*

Scene paling takot:

Hantu: Enciiiiiiiiiik, boleh tolong saya tak?

Along: Tolong ape cik?

Hantu: Boleh tolong tumpangkan saya? Tak jauh.Dua simpang hadapan je.

Along: Sorry lah cik.Saya bukan tak nak tlg.Tp kete saya penuh.Lain kali lah ye cik? *jalan 2-3 langkah*

Hantu: Enciiiiiiik, boleh tolong saya tak?

Along: *pusing pandang hantu tu dgn ketakutan*

Hantu: Ada nampak anak saya tak?

Along: oh ade.tdi saya ade nmpk.Cik cri lah ye.hmmm, cik! Cik ni btul2 buat sye suspen lah.Jalan tgh2 malam ni.Sorang2. Macam..

Hantu: Macaaam aapa enciiiiik? (vavi,TAKOTLAHHHH!) Macam hantu?

Along: haha.xpe.Mcm ni sye x tkot.Lain lah kalau xde kepala ke. (Then die pusing tinggalkn pompuan tu.tibe2 ade kepala jatuh kt kaki die,then die pusing belakang, tgk pompuan tu tinggal badan je.Then die pusing depan balik,KEPALA POMPUAN TU DEPAN MUKA DIA!!)

Hantu: MACAAAAM NI KE ENCIIIIIK???

CELAKA!!! TAKOT LAH WEI!!!

-MESEJ YANG CUBA DISAMPAIKAN. Leading female character digambarkn sbg pompuan yg amek course islamic,ala2 ilmu wahyu pe ntah,siap johan Qariah peringkat kebangsaan.Tp die konon2 dh berubah jdi terlebih moden,dedah2 aurat,dye rambut,and bergaul bebas.So,sepanjang movie ni,seakan-akan "MEMERLI" golongan2 yg mcm ni. Hantu yg kejar die pon siap menganjeng, "Kenapa lari? Kata orang beriman?" MAMPOOOO? Nak kwn ah ngn hantu tu! ehehhe

Aku rasa msg die cukup kuat! Scene pompuan tu baca ayat Kursyi nk halau n lawan hantu2 tu aku suka! Ramai org hafal ayat kursyi tpi x faham btul2 maksudnyer. Dlm scene ni,pompuan ni baca ayat Kursyi dlm bahasa arab tpi hantu tetap kuat.Then,ade laki tua ni ckp, "Kuatkn iman,dik! Fahami betul2 ayat tu".So, pompuan tu cm dpt wake-up call n trus bangun and baca ayat kursyi dalam BAHASA MELAYU!*goosebumps*

ok,I should stop,before aku melalut x tentu pasal.oh jap,ade satu aku musykil!

Ni polis zaman bile ni? mmg pakai lagi ke topi cmtu??

HAHAHAH

ok tu je!

Itu die, JUARA QARIAH KEBANGSAAN!

The poster!

NI PON SERAM!! arghhhhh

Ingat lagi kan urband legend yg ni??? Haaa,kt KARAK pon ade

Nur Kasih The Movie: Review Spoiler Alert

2011-05-25T03:35:00.000-07:00

Okay!
Where do I begin?

ok,here goes.
Hati-hati.
Byk aku nk ckp ni!

hurm..
It was okay.
I just don't get what the fuss is all about.
"Indah Khabar Dari Rupa". Exactly.

I came across some1's tweet saying, "80% nangis je citerni.sedih la!".

Kau biar btul!

tak nangis pon!

Ke aku yg keras ati?

The Storyline
Aku puji whoever yg buat skrip or jalan cerita.
Sbb original.
Tapi problem paling besar dgn most Malaysian film makers adalah, they're waaay too ambitious!
Just because u'r using high-tech or, high resolution or whatever cameras yg canggih, doesn't mean kau boleh tutup kekurangan movie itu.(KRU is the only production that can use the techniques and get away with it.why? Because they do it right!)
I don't find the relevance in putting that Sephia-ish resolution kt movies.
Oh, so , kalau ko buat filem berunsur keislaman,mmg kena guna resolution cmtu ke? (Am I using the right term? Resolution ke org panggil?)
Islamic Film? Sephia-ish looking frames?hmm, doesn't it remind u of Indonesia's "Ayat-Ayat Cinta"?
oooh, original lah sikit.Ayat-ayat Cinta buat cmtu, korg pon nk buat cmtu ke?
Kalau ko tak guna warna tu, org tak bodoh.Kitorg mmg tau padang pasir tu panas.
Instead of guna warna sephia, a simpe "camera glare" touch kt frame pon dh jelas tunjuk situation itu panas terik.
ok lah.I'll be nice.Maybe yg buat cerita ni suka warna sephia tu.Tpi colour die cm terlalu "rich".
Kalau kurang sikit colour volume die, better lah kot, I suppose.

The Cast
Aku rasa sumer leading characters OK la.Boleh la.Ntah la.
not a big fan of para pelakon utama.
But ade dua characters yg caught attention aku.
Yg pertama, that kid who plays Firz Fairuz's son.GOSH! How old is he? like, 10,11? Cmne budak sekecil itu boleh portray bakat lakonan sama taraf dgn pelakon lelaki remaja yg umur around 15-16.Can u imagine, budak kecik mcm tu, boleh buat expression sentap, ketap bibir (Ketap tu pe?) yg sgt berkesan.Serius aku ingt budak besar yg berlakon.That's an underrated child actor, RIGHT THERE!!

The kid's the one in red.

Kedua adalah watak remaja lelaki *spoiler alert* yg join Kelab Remaja Bermasalah yg dihandle oleh Remy Ishak tu.Tp bukan acting skill die yg aku nk puji. (cause die cm kaku sikit.sikit je.tp ok jah!!) Aku nk puji script writer yg wujudkan watak die.He might act in only a few scenes and script die sikit je.Tapi kalau tgk betul2, kalau watak die xde, *MAJOR SPOILER ALERT! I'M WARNING U.Sumpah,kalau korg baca, dh xde guna korg tgk movie ni cause here's the twist*, kite tak tau yg dia yg derma jantung dkt Remy.Watak die sgt bagi kesan kat hati aku.Lepas die mati, baru bagi effect kt audience. Who wud've guessed, bdk nakal sgt sayang dekat cikgu die, sampai sanggup daftar jadi organ donor. Sian.Dh mati, bru tau betapa suci hati die. :'( .Oh, did I mention die cute? oh, yeah, DIE SANGAT CUTE.His name is Muniff Isa.Go google him. :)

Alololololo..comelnyer die.oh, he's a lot fairer in the movie. (WALAUPUN kening threading!)

Bende aku BENCI

Instead of displaying several conflicts dlm satu movie, y not wujudkan SATU je conflict,then kupas btul2.

Kalau terlalu byk conflicts, nmpk mcm rushing and ade unsur "TRYING TOO HARD". Each conflict transition happens a lil' too fast.Tak sempat tarik nafas.Kalau cepat sgt, cmne nk capture audience punyer hati.tul x?tul x?

Bende aku SUKA

THE TWIST AT THE END OF THE MOVIE!!

Itu sgt kuat kesan die.

Maybe that's y sumer cast n crew dh buat contract xleh sape2 dedah ending movie ni. (Ala2 Indiana Jones !)

Lagi satu, aku suka script die time Mak si Remy duduk ngn die di saat Remy dh nk *SPOILER LAGI* meninggal coz die sakit teruk.

Remy: Mak,ampunkan dosa saya dan halalkan makan minum saya. Doakan saya pergi dengan tenang ye?

Mak: Mak dah ampunkan dosa kau dri kau kecik sampai sekrg.Kalau mak ade terguris, waktu itu jugak mak ampunkan.Mak nak anak mak hidup berkat.Itu tugas mak.

Bak kata SEPAH (MAHARAJA LAWAK), "Pasal MAK yg aku kalah ni tau!"

Aku sentap.

Sbb ape yg mak die ckp sebijik dgn ape yg mak aku slalu ckp. :'(

P/S: OST die SUMPAH best! all of them!

"Karak: Laluan Puaka". I'm basically counting the days!

2011-05-20T02:45:00.000-07:00

"KARAK"
Dh cm boleh consider salah satu landmark lagenda.
Asal?
Hmmm,,,sbb byk hantu?

GOSH!
It's like Ive been waiting forever for this movie to come out.
CEPATLAH WEI!!

I don't know what's gotten into me lately.
Lately, I'm even breathing out SHAHIR. (Don't care how odd that even sounds)
Awat lah hang hensem sgt nih?
How the hell does he do that?
I can't even miss any bit of him now.
As always, I'm sure it's just a phase. ~lalalalala...

Oh, did I mention that he's a great actor.
He's good looking, he sings and DARN IT That man can act!!
Wonder how I know?

Guess U haven't watched this???
Minutes to look out for -------->>>>>>> 2.46-2.52, 3.12-3.20

Hoi !!
Cmne kau nyanyi,sambil smirk? *sembah*
Oh man, You're such a turn-on!

P/S: Still reading this? I thought u were over me..

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Maruah Diri Mak Aku = Nyawa Aku

2011-05-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

Si polan : Ape guna kau ngamuk kt blog.Dia baca ke?

aku: PUHLEEZ!!! of course die baca! Never mind HOW i found that out.

Kau macam hebat. (Baca lagi sekali,aku ckp "MACAM"!)

Ye2
Betul2.
Kau paling "Urban" wei.
English kau yang paling sedap wei!
Kau yang paling kaya wei!
Kau yang paling jantan wei!
Kau yg Str8 wei!

wei!
Wei!
Wei!

BLAH LAH WEI!!!

Sila reread tajuk blogpost aku!
You be careful of what you say!
Coz I'm not afraid of you!
Your secrets are with me!
The secrets you don't even know I have.
Am I'm telling u, Im not good at keeping secrets.

Time will reveal them!

U think I'm threatening you?
YOU BET YOUR ASS I AM!

That's YOU!

2011-05-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

...

"Manusia kalau sudah terbuang dan terpinggir, Barulah sibuk jilat balik apa yang sudah mereka ludah "

Ini statement general.

Ok,tipu.

Khas buat yg pernah panggil aku bitch yg horror. awww, so sweet :) *rolls eyes*

Moral of the story:

Orang yang buat salah je yang takut2.

Renung2kan dan selamat beramal.

Kalau kau sentap dan ngamuk2,

it means

THAT'S YOU!!

Lelaki boleh hilang kehenseman dalam sekelip mata

2011-05-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

It's just ME!

Manusia dan Riak

2011-05-04T01:22:00.000-07:00

Bende yang aku tulis ni ade kene mengene dgn pepatah, "Killing two birds with one stone"
Asal aku ckp cmtu?
Go figure.
Siapa makan cili,dia yang bising lidah pedih!

Tak rasa rugi ke kau solat tunggang tonggek, tapi kau riak?
Kau riak kau banyak duit.
Kau riak kau paling bagus English nyer. (WALAUPUN tak boleh beza kau ckp English or bahasa lorat kau)

Riak saje takpe.
Tibe2 ade dengki dan iri hati.
Kau takleh tgk org lain happy.
Kau xleh tgk ade orang baru yang boleh masuk n happy dgn lingkaran ini.

Sian.
Nak tunjuk satu dunia kau happy.
Org yg kenal kau je tau masalah kau.

Siapa yang kau cuba impress dgn kehebatan kau tu?
oh, salah2.
Sapa je yang akan rasa impressed dgn kehebatan kau tu?
Aku ke ?
Kitorang ke?
oh, u'r barking at the wrong tree,y'all!

I just couldnt care less with what u've got.

Hati2 dgn apa yang kau ungkit.
Nanti malu pulak dgn ape yang aku mampu ungkit.

ohhh..aku tunggu je kau serang aku.
Aku nk bagi cukup2 dgn apa yg aku tau.
Serius.
Aku x takot kau.
LANSUNG!

sibuk hal org.
suke ati ah aku nk buat ape pon.
Lifestyle aku cmne pon,aku x kacau org.
aku x menyusahkan org.
Bukan mcm kau.
People u barely know pon kau tak tau malu nk susahkan.
(oh yeah,aku tau pasal bende tu jgk.Aku rasa itu bende yg PALING TAK TAU MALU kau buat!)

P/s: sumpah susah nk tulis bende ni.cm kene hati2 tahap babi coz tkot org lain yg terasa since sekeliling aku ramai org riak.okbai.lalalalalal...

Lagu Slow, Lirik Bitchy

2011-04-29T22:49:00.000-07:00

This song's been in my playlist on repeat.
Ok, definitely not this version.
I mean, the original one.
Ku Menungu - Rossa.

Yup,
I think the song sounds almost like that song Ella used to sing. (If I'm not mistaken, it was a duet.Ella duet ngn laki mane ntah.Die bukan penyanyi.)
Rossa didn't comment anything on the issue.
And I think I've read somewhere, bapak si laki yg duet ngn Ella tu, beli lagu tu dri seberang.
oooook!
But still, kan bapak die dh beli lagu tu!
Who gave u the permission to produce it?
The song dh ade ownership once si bapak die dh beli lgu tu kn?
And you freaks are calling us "MalingSial"?
LALALALALALALALA...

Rentak lgu ni cm slow bajet2 soothing,
Tpi bile aku cm dgr lyrics die,
i was like, "Ok, bitch pompuan ni"
Mcm bagus.
"Ku menunggu kau putus dengan kekasih mu"

hmmm...
This song reminds me of some1.
I remember telling a friend, "Wei2, si "polan" kata die cm nk break ngn awek die.YES!Aku tunggu je die break!"

Oh wow..
a'ah sama.
Sumpah lyrics lagu ni sama.
But of course, tak jadi ape2.
Jantan tu happy je dgn gf die.

Bitches never win.
Learned that THE HARD WAY!
oh well. *flips hair*

P/S: Aku dgr 2 kali je lagu ni terus buat remake.Pastu, trus lari key tu sape nk jawab? heh?

Panic Attack!

2011-04-26T04:26:00.000-07:00

People around me are graduating but me.
I'm stuck.
Terima kasih pada lecturer yang kata subject aku x offer.Bila aku dh drop subect lain2,bru nk kata kau offer.
Terima Kasih sgt.

But no.That's not what's causing the panic.
I've been job hunting for part time jobs.Particularly, home-based.
Why home-based? Cause I have a sweet home and I don't hate my hometown like some else does.
So,i prefer working from home for these coming 5 months. (working from bed, to be exact)

I've been applying for various job offers.
And some of them have replied to me and given their offers best fit for a student. (since I can't apply for permanent jobs,at the moment)

And since I'm only eligible for translating and proofreading services, I'm only entitled to research articles only.
The best part is that, I can name my own price.
OH YEAHHHHH!

And then,
tibe2 hati terbuka nk tnye org2 yg ade experience pasal translation and proofreading.
And guess what???

I got excited so easily.
I once charged over rm100 for an article and they claimed it was too pricey.
Ok,xpe.
So, aku cemarkn sedikit duli dan turunkan ego, maka aku turunkan harga serendah RM3 per 100 words.
And they said YES.
They should.
because now,
I am officially UNDERPAID!!!
itu ah..
belum grad,sibuk nk keje.
Sudah lah kau.
Duduk je ah rumah diet diam2.

haish.
DIAN OUT!

I'm a nice person, I should know that.

2011-04-25T23:54:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahahahahahaha
kahkahkahkahkah
bwhahahahahahahah
walalalalalalal
lalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalala
hua hua hua hua huma hum....

Ok, dah puas gelak ngn tajuk post kali ni.

I came to realize that just this week.
I was pursuing something..(or someone).
And then a friend came.
Pelik bin Ajaibnya, He/she was so into that "thing" i was pursuing.
The usual me would not let anything stand in the way.
But knowing how he/she never had the chance of having that "thing", I let go.
Then I thought to myself, "ok, maybe i wasn't into 'it' as i thought I was or else I would not have let "it" slipped right through my very fingers".

Then I moved on.(See how easy for me to move on? hehe)
Then this another "thing" came up out of nowhere.
I, for one, thought how nice being with this another "thing" after such a loooooooong time without its presence.
But then just as I thought, Another friend came. (oddly enough)
He/She knew how I was sooooo falling head over heels for this "thing".
He/she knew how I was oh-so-desperately going at it.
Yet, He/She, as I expected, tried his/her luck.
I, as nice as I am, let "it" go.
Knowing that I've put a ~~evil~~ sweet smile on his/her face, I think I should smile too.
If only that "thing" knew what he/she's been hiding. (Of course I'm the only person who knows that!)

OMG.
What softens me off lately?
Have I always been this nice?
Or I've finally given up?
Oh,well.
I'm better off this way i guess.
At least, for now.

I've never cried this much over a TV show.

2011-04-23T09:07:00.000-07:00

From Dian to Fir.mp3

It's just MADNESS, people.
Who knew having high hopes crushed could be THIS hurtful!
I was really sure he was gonna' get casted in.
Oh, how that hurts!
Nak kata aku jiwang, SILAKAN!
Aku record lagu ni sambil mata bergenang air mata.
Aku pondan mlm ni.Aku ngaku.
Piano pulak bunyi makin lama makin laju.

Perginya diri mu..
Merobek jantung ku..
Hingga ku terjatuh dalam harapan...

AKADEMI FANTASIA has never been this LAME!
Akademi fantasia,satu2nyer bende "lame" yg malaysia buat yg aku follow.
Dan kini tidak lagi.Terima Kasih.

Fir,
hope to see you around in the industry.
With that face, u'll take the whole nation by storm.

OK. aku dh xtau ape aku ckp.
aku sedih.aku ngantuk.bai.

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

2011-03-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

OMG!
Please tell me this is a parody.
Please tell me you're joking.
Please tell me u don't actually talk like this.
OMG PLEASE!!!!!!!

OKAY!
I need to lie down.
Now sumpah menyesal "click" blog ni.
Aiyooooo

erk?

2011-03-29T04:26:00.001-07:00

...

"Kalau "R", "R" still pilih yg kanan"

ok.
Sentap sudah.
baiklah.
Saya cuma untuk jadi yg kanan tu balik ok?

Kawan aku boleh keje untuk FBI

2011-03-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

Di malam yg tak berapa sunyi. Telefon yg konon mudah dialihkan berbunyi. Aku buka inbox.

Anon: Dian, bkk email.
Aku: Asal?
Anon: Aku attach screen cap. Baca ah. Ko mesti cm tepuk dahi. Tak abis2.
Aku: Mende ni? ok. Aku cm nervous.
Anon: Jangan nak nervous2 sgt ah. xde bende pon. Bukak je la.Pastu trus gtau aku. hehe eh, esok tolong...(masuk topik lain)

Aku dengan nervous dan gigil terus bukak email.
Babi lah.
Aku ingt ape.
Buang masa je aku ngamuk sorg2 kt bilik cari broadband.
Ingat mende ah yg penting sgt sampai nk screen cap bagai.

P/S: Sian kau. Kau mention nama aku kt twitter kau. Mmg saje je kan kau nk suruh member2 aku yg follow kau tu report kat aku kan? ok. Kalau kau ade "ANU" katanya, TAG AH NAMA AKU! Instead of letak "Dian", tag je "@diansirabatisah".

oh yeah. FYI, orang yg report ni orang yang sama report kt NANA time kau kutuk2 die kt twitter kata dia pakai make-up 10 kilo ah time matrik dulu, muka buruk ah, Macam jenglot ah,mondok ah. Saja tumpang sekaki kutuk2 NANA coz kau nk mengampu ngn perempuan ape ntah nama die tu. Biar ah Nana n pompuan tu settle problem diorg sendiri.Padahal kau ade je kutuk2 pompuan tu dulu. ish,Dari dulu sibuk hal orang. Jaga je ah hidup kau.

Asal kau dri dulu suka attack fizikal orang ha?
Kau dah confirm kau cantik sangat ke?
Dah lama dah nama kau tak ter'occur' kat pale otak aku.
Tibe2 datang balik.
Kalau ikutkan, nak je aku tulis nama penuh kau kat sini. (mcm kau buat kat aku dulu. ingat kan? MUSTAHIL LUPA!)
Tapi aku x sejahat itu.
Biar kau buat kat aku.
Aku x tergamak buat kau mcm tu.

Dulu kau bermusuh ngn aku.
Semua kawan2 aku anti kau. (depan pura2 baik, balik bilik report kt aku. haha)
Sekarang kau bermusuh ngan NANA pulak.
Now kawan2 NANA pon dh benci kau pulak.
Puas ke sekarang?
Aku x tau pulak obsession kau adalah untuk dibenci orang.

Aku tak ah baik sgt dgn NANA tu, but still, apa yg kau kutuk die tu jahat sgt and semua org nampak. Even NANA sendiri nangis baca. Sama mcm ape aku rasa time kau malukan aku dulu.

Nasib baik kau grad dulu dari aku. (altho kau buat essay berbunyi , " I DOESN't". Sampai bila aku xleh lupe bende tu.)

Sakit kan kene kutuk ngn orang?
So,jangan ah kutuk2 orang lain.
Sudah2 ah tu.
Kang kau kene balik cmne kau buat kat orang baru tau.

Kalau x puas hati, bincang senyap2 sudah. (everyone does that!)
Tak perlu nk letak kt twitter or facebook suruh orang lain baca.
Kau nak aibkan orang ke pe?

Kalau berkias x pe jugak.
Ni terang2 kot.
So, aku batalkan je niat aku nk berbaik dgn kau sebelum graduation.
Sebab nampak sgt sampai bile kau tak berubah.

Aku x harap kau dapat balasan nanti.
Aku just harap kau stop buat bende2 cmni lagi sebelum menyesal.
Jahat sgt dh mulut kau ni aku tgk.

Please.
Kesian kat parents kau.
Kat adik-beradik kau.
Semua baik2 kot.

"...Dalam Botol" : Movie Review

2011-03-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

4 stars.
I don't get any generous than this.

It's based on a true story.
So, that kind of gives me chills knowing that somewhere out there, a REAL PERSON actually faces such problems.

WARNING: This is gonna be long. It's a review,for god 'sake!

It is basically about a homosexual couple, Ghous and Ruby. (Ruby's the bottom). Ghous once mentioned to Ruby while they were romancing on the beach. "By, kalau you jadi perempuan,mesti lagi best". So, Ruby had this look on his face like, "Hmm. Kalau die nk cmtu, i guess, aku kne tukar jugak ah".

It was not shown in the movie but it was pretty self-explanatory that Ruby got back from overseas after having a sex change. Guess it wasn't really what Ghous wanted from Ruby. (Could be that he was just kidding or maybe he thought he wanted Ruby to be a woman, but then it felt weird)

Ghous's been taking advantage on Ruby. He's been using Ruby's car, Ruby's money. And still, Ruby didn't want to let him go. Ghous later confessed how disappointed he was to see the new Ruby. (He cuts off his penis and puts it in a jar, hence the title, "... Dalam Botol")

So, i wouldn't want to spoil it for you guys, so, watch the movie la wei.
Despites all the bad reviews circulating the internet, if you're someone like me u should go watch it. (I said IF)

Major Goosebumps In The Movies:

- I really couldn't think of any actor that could possibly act out the character of "Ruby" better than Arja Lee. (That's his name right?) I mean, there he was playing a transvestite, and then towards the end, oh how so manly. Well,almost! He's new so it's kind of refreshing seeing newcomers on films instead of balik2 muka sama. And watak sama! erghhh!

- The guy that played the character of Ghous, well, lagi sikit je. SIKIT JE! kalau x, JUST NICE! he needs to brush up on his acting skill. But he was good enough to leave a good impression on me. (In the movie,of course!)

- There was a scene that I found very..(No words for it,really). The one that I could remember,at least. The lines were something like this,

"Ruby: Ini memang saya, Mak. Tuhan saja yang faham.

Mak: Jangan kau nak salahkan Tuhan. Kalau dah jadi macam
ni, itu Setan lah tu"

Kenapa aku rasa script time ni mcm dasyat? hurm. Sendiri mau ingt. Fikir2 kan lah ye? :-)

- The sex scene! It wasn't graphic. (Kau gila? nk kne ban ke ape buat lucah?) I love how the camera only shot Ghous lying on his chest after he u know.. and then u can see Ruby's hand crawled in. That's brilliant. Who says a good sex scene needs nudity and graphics?

- The title of the movie. "... Dalam Botol". Before the premier, people were going crazy about how the title was a euphemism for some kind of homosexual act. WRONG! That "thing" in the jar only to show how a simple action could lead to a thousand hindrances, obstructions and regrets.

- I almost had tears in my eyes when in the end of the movie, they put what the REAL LIFE Ruby has to say of his (now Her) life.

- oh2, I realized people have been complaining about the camera techniques used in the film. Well, lemme ask u something. When u watch the movie with that point of view, (a lil' shaky and sometimes the shots are taken forbiddenly), what do u think? Mcm kita mengintai kan? THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF IT! The storyline is very taboo. So, we, the audience, mcm actually IN the movie.

Bagus mcm mane pon,of course ade weaknesses kan?

- I found the scenes in the village were a bit dragging. But i'm not saying the storyline of the movie is slow-moving. It's just that they couldve used that extra times to insert some flashbacks on, oh i don't know, on how Ruby first thought he was gay? I've seen so much of Diana Danielle in the movie. oh NO-NO!

Ruby: I nak balik kete i.
Ghous: Bukan I xnk bagi. Kete u dh xde. I dah jual.U lupe ke, kete tu nama i?
(tibe2 bunyi orang flush, then *Khir Rahman keluar. haha What a CAMEO!)
* The movie is Khir Rahman's Idea

"Eh, Kalau kau tu Solat Jumaat pon dah jatuh sunat cmne??"
haha. Aku gelak nk mati time tu.

WHATEVER! *rolls eyes*.
(Sebenarnyer jeles coz die boleh sedekat itu dgn Arja Lee)

Transformation!

Congrats to all who have made the movie a success.

Akademi Fantasia 9

2011-03-23T03:40:00.001-07:00

YESSSSSSS!
Tu je nk ckp!!
Tak sabar nk tgk muke kau.. *wink*

Now You're forever out of my life!

2011-03-21T04:47:00.000-07:00

phewww!
Dh remove dri fb.
Lega hati.
Now dh boleh focus 4 finals.

Moment Gagap Di KLIA

2011-03-20T10:24:00.000-07:00

.....
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........
............

Kejadian berlaku beberapa jam sebelum si ibu take off ke Mekkah.

Mama: Ngah,mama dh baca blog kau.

Aku: erkk..erkk..ha? iya mne ade blog. blog mende ni?

Mama: Jangan nak tipu. Asal kau pakai2 cmtu?

Aku: ha? erk..erk..hmm...tu gambar lama ah ma.

Si adik dan kakak hanya tunduk. Bukan kongsi rasa bersalah. Tapi cm sial tahan gelak.
OK.
Aku gagap time tu.
Aku ngaku.
erghhh!!

Eh,tak! Tak! Dia aku punya! PUH-Leez!

2011-03-16T01:17:00.000-07:00

Warning: For KPOP Fans ONLY!

He' s coming.
Rain's coming to Malaysia.
Supposedly ade mini-tour-like utk F1 and Rain akan perform.
Aku boleh mati.
Aku boleh mati as soon as aku dapat tau die punye plane touches down.
Sama mcm jantung aku terblah time Adam Lambert sampai KLIA!!

nak pergiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!
Tpi final lah pulak!
Babi lah keadaan ni.

oh yeah. U do that!

your lips~ your lips~ I can kiss all day IF u let me.. (Salah lyrics. AKU TAU!!)

Ouh ho, rambut dlm family outing. wait, no highlight meh?

Tak baik tau!! Auwwww

Jangan nk comel2 sgt lah.Lempang nak? zhushhhh!! (itu bunyi aku tarik die masuk blanket)

ok. itu mata yg aku cari2 sepanjang hari ini.

SHOW OFF!!

oh those gloves! How could I forget? Bad boyyyy...Im gonna be a bad boy...Im gonna be a bad-bad boy...

MEN (Kill me but it wont stop from being true)

2011-03-07T00:07:00.000-08:00

MEN, to me, are just TROPHIES!! I don't need u in my life. I just need u to show u off to my friends.

I don't think men are necessary.

I think men are overrated.

Yes. I like men.

No, I'm not a feminist.

I'm attracted to men.

But it never once occurred to me that I have to keep them

Whenever a hot-looking guy catches my attention,

I won't be like, "OMG. I wanna get to know him. I'll make a man out of him. Im gonna take him home to my momma. I wanna have his babies"

Instead

I'll be like, "Damn,he's hot! Oh, just imagine how cool it would be to take him out around town. All eyes would be on me.I'll be the talk of the day.Girls'll be jealous of me. They'll give me looks, WISHING they were ME!! They TALK it, I LIVE it!"

Think I'm a bitch?

YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT!!

Call me what ever u want. U can call me a bitch,slut,snob,stuck-up. But REMEMBER! There's one thing u can NEVER call me. "UNREAL" coz I am what I speak.

P/S: I've done so much for u. And suddenly u'r just gonna CUT ME OFF?oh yeah. AKU MENGUNGKIT! dan KAU yg paksa.

This is Shen.

2011-03-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

I think he's super cute.
I think he's interesting.

I think he's SOOO funny.
I think he's reading this.
I think he's blushing now.

I think once he finishes reading this, he'll freak out on me and be like, "DIAN!!! Y??"

This is SHEN. Read him.

What a personality.

That's shen in the video being *aawww* HIM...!

That is SHEN.

I was about to make fun of him.

But i couldn't.

I just couldn't.

P/s: shen, i dh puji u melambung. Now i nk belgium waffles.

Aku mampus kejap lagi.

lalalalala...

Cherita Anak Siapa (Radhi Khalid mcm Abg ipar aku)

2011-03-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

"Boleh Jah" just ended.
But how could I forget the play that took place days before "Boleh Jah" itself.

Pojie wrote the play.
It's called "CHERITA ANAK SIAPA"

The storyline was a bit cliche. Predictable.
But it had this weird "magical" effect to it.
Lepas curtain call, aku experience satu perasaan pelik.
Bukan satu.byk ah perasaan.
Sedih.Terkejut and keliru.

Pojie pandai tulis play.
Cuma garapan je perlu improvement.
Overall aku suka to be apart of this.
sebab

1. I've never got on stage with law students before. so, SUCH A NEW EXPERIENCE.
2.I've always thought theatre training could be so stressful. But the director, Haris (thanx,haris), buat training mcm playground. Semua org boleh main2.dtg lambat tahap siput berlari guna rollerblades.BEST.
3.Aku tak pernah terbaring on stage selama 40 minutes. SAMPAI TERTIDO!! Sebab scene aku adalah ibu tunggal yg mati lepas rantai zhulian die kena ragut.(tefak?).Selama 23 tahun aku hidup, aku tak pernah kebas pada satu bahagian rahsia. TAPI ANGGOTA ITU KEBAS sepanjang play ini.tenkiu.
4. RADHI KHALID mcm abg ipar aku. x sure nape. tpi nmpk die,nmpk abg ipar aku. dh ah nama lebey kurg sama..(oh2, Ellie Suriaty pon ade. )

note: Ye. Aku adalah makcik yg pakai baju kurung lusuh tu.Makcik tu single.Sapa ade pakcik2 hot.msg jahh! Sang director adalah yg paling kiri yg berwajah extra hangus. (Don't ask). Dan pojie btul2 kanan aku tu. :-)

rindu ah pulak kt production tuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
haish.

Bleh kena buang U klo pentaskan bende cmneh!

2011-03-02T04:52:00.000-08:00

CONTENT WARNING!

PARENTAL GUIDANCE NEEDED!

hahahaahahahahahahahahahha

Gelak je mampu!
If only I could stage it for real.
~lalalalalala

A total different subject:

Dia: Dian, u klo tulis blog, the title of the blogposts, mesti panjang2 kan? kadang2, title lgi panjang dri content.

Aku: Kau kalau cakap selalu mcm taik kan? kadang2, taik2 tu lgi byk dri percakapan kau.

~lalalalalalala...

How do i do that middle finger emoticon,heh?

2011-02-25T03:57:00.000-08:00

Asal mulut bapok cm sial ah?

dua bende bapok suka buat,
1) Main blakang.

2)Tikam blakang.

LEARNED THAT THE HARD WAY!!

"Dian, ko tak caya kat aku ke? ko ingt aku akn citer ke ape ko citer pasal die?? ckp je lah. ngn aku pon nk berahsia. aku tau ramai bapok2 lain kutuk aku sebab aku konon2 nyer suka bwk mulut. Biasalah. Mulut bapok"

YOU HAD A POINT! YOU SHOULD KNOW! You're one of them!

Ooh La..La..

2011-02-25T03:25:00.000-08:00

I wanna' dance!!

Is the pact I made still valid?

Does time nullify it? Ade expiration date x?

hehe.

Coz mcm dh lama sgt.

uwaaaaaaaaa.....

Two voices, Only one would be heard.

2011-02-21T00:33:00.000-08:00

Thai movie "Beautiful Boxer".
Best.
Sedih. (eh,sedih ke? ntah la)

citer pasal lelaki yg struggle coz die slalu rasa die wanita yg lahir dlm badan lelaki. (hmm,statement yg sgt familiar)

SPOILER ALERT!
In the end,die buat sex change and jadi woman selamanya.
oh, did I mention it's a movie based on a true story?
Noong Tom ke Nong Toom pe ntah nama die. but famous kt Thai coz he (now a "She") used to box wearing make up hence the name "Beautiful Boxer".DUH!

Aku bukan nk buat review film ni.
It's just that,something occurred and I have decided on something.
This could be the hardest and most probably THE BIGGEST decision I've ever made.

I'm leaving YOU!
You!
You've been living inside me.
Obviously I can't handle u anymore.
You've been too much trouble.
You've been such a nuisance.

But,nonetheless,
You'll be greatly missed.
You know I love you.
I'm too normal to handle you.
I can't even sort myself out. Let alone do it for you.

Thanks for being in my life.
You don't own a face.
Neither a name. (Altho, u do have multiple fb accounts)
Kau cuma punya hati.
Kau cuma punya perasaan.
Hati dan perasaan yg hanya kau yang mengerti.
Orang boleh ketawa.
Orang boleh anggap ini gurauan.
Aku cuma senyum dengar gurauan itu.
Tapi aku tau.
Di dalam aku, Kau menangis.
Kerana kewujudan kau dipermainkan.

Kau dekat di hati aku.
Dekat sangat.
Selama 23 tahun kau bersama aku.
Kini kau akan aku asingkan buat selamanya.
Mungkin ini cubaan kali ke 4.
Aku harap aku berjaya buat kali ini.

Don't worry.
I can still feel u breathing inside me.
I can still feel your presence.
Hanya "Jasad" kau yg kan aku buang, bukan "Jiwa" kau.

Don't feel like U can't visit.
But put in mind that I can never entertain u like i did b4.
I hope u understand.

Ok.
I'm leaving u.
Now.
Any last words?
........
.......
Oh, Yeah. I'll miss you too.
I Love you more.

ok.
Im doing it.
I'm leaving you.
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4
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Bubye awakkk~ ~ ~

This video. Exactly.

Selamat Tinggal, Awak. Jangan pergi jauh sangat. :'(

Sekarang aku sama sedih dgn Noong Tom dalam video nih.Beratnya hati dia nak tinggalkan "LELAKI" tu.Bagaimana berat aku nak tinggalkn kau. :'(

Nusantara Theatre Week Updates Part 2

2011-02-20T21:08:00.000-08:00

THIS IS IT! <---- feeling2 ARWAH Jacko

The trailer's up!
The poster's done.

Please do come and support our community,wahai umat2 BENL (particularly) and IIUM (Generally).
Thanx in advance. You're a love. :-)

Yours truly,

The Director

Nusantara Theatre Week Updates

2011-02-20T03:44:00.000-08:00

Apa significance tajuk play aku dlm font yg besar?
Adakah untuk memerli saiz badan sang director?

OH,WELL!

Datang yerrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
RM5 jah!
Jangan Nak KEDEKUT SANGAT LAHHHH!

.....
YIKES! The time is near! arghhhhhhhh

....

RAWRRRRR!

2011-02-20T03:13:00.000-08:00

Is it illegal for someone to look THIS HOT????????

Pic taken from Choc Tierway Moore's profile
Credits to the photographer (See watermark)

Your Momma So FAT..SHE'S ON THE RUNWAY!!

2011-02-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

I wonder,
If magazine covers feature plus size women tibe2, would it affect women all of the sudden?
Would women start gaining weight?
Would skinny models get fired and plus size women start getting scouted?

Masalah manusia skrg,semua percaya dgn apa yg diorg nampak kt media.
Media mmg rosakkan mindset manusia.
Not just they mess with our mindset, these magazine people exploit the magazine models as well.

JANGAN NAK ADOBE PHOTOSHOPPE SANGATLAHHH!
Pompuan tu dh sedia kurus,lagi mau edit buang2 lemak die.
Asal tak edit buang kepala diorg skali,dah alang2 ko nk bunuh die kan?

Magazines cuma letak pompuan kurus melengking mcm aku (eh?) kt covers.
So,women start to believe that's THE LOOKS.
well,yeah. That's one of them.
I mean, that's not the only looks.
People come with various shapes and sizes and THEY ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL!
Why not,from now on, instead of putting women yg mcm ganti puasa selama 13 tahun, start letak women yg healthy!
And the world is a better place.
And all is right with the world now!

Wei! Cantik kot pompuan neh! PALING PENTING, die skinny ker??sah2 lah TAK!! (p/s,Kak,cantik baju! nak pinjam)

Hah,cantik jahh..(well, muka x sangat ah, tpi BOLEH LAHHH)

dude,SERIOUSLY??? Ni cantik ke?? Aku lapar setiap kali tgk pompuan ni. Coz mcm chopsticks and aku nk makan mee! lalalalala

Jangan nak gurau sgt lah. This is her when she's all covered up with that tiny piece of clothes. Kalau die bukak baju, tak horror ke? MAK TAK MAMPU,UOLS!!

Pergh, HOT! Kalau aku lelaki,aku nk try pompuan badan cm ni.grrrrr!!! Mcm sedap! xde ah mcm main ngn patung wayang kulit.

WOOOOOO,MAMA!

NICE! Kalau menari lagu "Single Ladies",mmg meletsssss!

Ape nih?? mcm bende yg kite letak kat sawah tu tak bagi burung kacau padi.ape ek? oh, SCARE CROW!!!

Wei,WEi,,,Weiiiiii! Scary lah! Mcm mop,kau tau x?(wah2,mulut kau! haha)

Muka cm ok jah,,,skali badan! sudah lahh!

Saja. Xde apa pon. :-)

2011-02-19T04:12:00.000-08:00

Only God knows what (nearly) broke us.
I never had my ego tested like this before.

But,truthfully, I am glad that it happened.
or I'd never know who my true friends really are. sigh.

Be it a relationship or a friendship,mmg tak boleh ada middle person.
oh2, word of the day: ASSUMPTION!
Yeah,people do that. They assume things. Most of the times,assume bende2 yg salah.

u,
in case u didnt know,
been missing ur smile,ur voice,ur smell, ur hair.
Missed u!

I dont, anymore.
coz YOU ARE HERE!
I knew I wouldn't lose u.

I know u'r someone I can count on, as well as being so much more.
I want u to know u'r a strong defence to me.

We're far away. (well,kinda.HAHA)
Don't worry.
There is no distance too great between friends, for love gives wings to the heart. (Dian,bleh blah)

P/S: YOU,on the other hand, I'm still waiting for ur explanation. U dont think I'm gonna go to u and beg,DO YOU?

EQUIVALENT!

2011-02-15T23:19:00.000-08:00

Approximately 1-month-old friendship = 10-year-old friendship

Disappointment.

GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!

2011-02-15T10:03:00.000-08:00

yeah.
JUST THAT!
That's all I have to say to you now.

Dude, you should go into acting.

2011-02-13T09:27:00.000-08:00

Pantang dalam hidup aku orang main2kan aku.
Sudah2 lah.
Please lah stop drama kau tu.
letih kau tau x?

Stop using me as a character in your real-life drama.
Plus, you keep changing the purpose of my role.

Kejap aku watak baik.
Kejap kau jadikan aku watak jahat.
Kejap kau kata "cut" time aku tgh semangat berlakon.
Kejap kau kata "action" time aku tgh rehat.

Kenapa kau letak aku dalam drama kau in the first place?
Sedangkan aku tak pernah sekali pon datang audition.
Pandai2 je nk scout aku.

You should play characters (notice the plurality!!) in your own drama.
Since kau pun ade mcm2 character.

Kejap stabil.
Kejap tak.

I'M WARNING YOU!
I DON'T WORK FOR YOU!
STOP USING ME!
STOP ACTING LIKE YOU NEED ME, when in fact, u only need me when you have nothing and NO ONE to DO!

Plus, Aku rasa drama kau SUCKS!!
You should have better storyline.

And that is why I'm saying that you should go into acting.
Play your own characters.

P/S: Beware of the next thing you'll say to me. If u think this is harsh, please do journey back to the time where you TRASHED me!! You are so full of..

Encik Celcom, I hate You!

2011-02-12T22:24:00.000-08:00

...

Jangan nak control2 sgt lah broadband speed aku!!!!!!

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A Lil' Bit Late, tapi BOLEH JAHHHH!

2011-02-12T14:32:00.000-08:00

NAK TGK "THE BODYGUARD" !!

OK!
byk kali karok lagu ni, movie nyer x tgk2 lagi.

OK.
Torrent lagi 3 jam complete. (whattt? )

So far, I've watched the trailer and telah berjaya menangiskn diri. (Huh, CAMNEEE???)

,,,,,,,

The reason is you.

2011-02-12T02:37:00.000-08:00

yeah.
YOU!
U'll be the stupidest person in the world if u didn't see this coming.

Don't pretend like u don't know.

Shame on u for keeping me hanging.
You're doing it on purpose.

Don't touch my heart if u don't wish to keep it.

yup. I'm a pathetic loser.
And you're such a user.

oh,and here i was thinking i'd never come across such person, TWICE!

....

Lelaki Hot, Taste Horror

2011-02-11T10:37:00.000-08:00

You're so hot. (Ok. dh overuse this sentence for today)

Muka : Tahap Model

Taste : Tahap Model arca patung-patung budhha

serius.

pelik ah.

Nape ek?

It feels different to drive on the other side of the road

2011-02-11T01:47:00.000-08:00

I'm seeing it from their points of views.
thanx to my double lives (so hannah montana)

They're different.
So different.

I've always thought they only thought of getting laid.
But these few days, I met someone who puts that stigma to rest. (for now)

Oh,how he's sooooo in need of attention.
He's so fine. SO HOT! Beyond imagination.
But too bad he's with someone who's so immature and only thinking of 'doing' him.

from what I could see, he's more into my personality rather than my looks
(or in this case, THAT POOR GUY's looks)

This proves if i were a guy, I AM LADIES MAN!! <----Statement naik troli. tolak sendiri.

Oh god, this has become an obsession.
Teach me how to stop.
I dont know how.

P/S: I'm ending u very soon. I'm sorry but just so u know,u'll be greatly missed. :-)

.......

Oh,Life as we know it. :-)

2011-02-10T10:16:00.000-08:00

Ups n downs.
biasa jah.
Im dealing with them.
Oh,hey u.
just wanna say,
AKU JATUH CINTA PADA AGAMA MU!

Lelaki berkopiah, I'm stalking u.
The difference of this stalking im doing, im doing it under his consent. haha

So, best.

u saw the way i dress.
u saw my profile pictures.
the only thing u dont do is judge.
love that about u.

oh,that smile i just saw. chumel :-)

.....

So far so good

2011-02-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilahhh
So far, these stupid feelings aku dh boleh handle.

Hope he knows he's not the only one struggling.

P/S: You never left my head. <3 <3

I'm Hurt. I'm physically hurt.

2011-02-04T20:55:00.000-08:00

Nak serius.
Kali ni aku nk menulis secara serius.
Aku bodoh.
Aku loser.

Susah nak pura-pura kuat.
Susah betul mengejar kau.
Aku kejar,kau lari.
AKu lari, please ah kejar.

ok.
nak cari distractions jap

Ini namanya "SETAIL" !

2010-12-22T09:53:00.000-08:00

Status ini SETAIL!
MAK SUKERRR!

Tak nak komen apa2.
Something to think about.
Yg letak status ni bukan aku, occay?
Nak kene remove ngn mak aku ke haper?
Ha, mmg mak aku ade dlm fb aku.
KAU ADE?

Status ini milik one of those PLUs. <3 <3
Nama harus di rahsiakan.
tibahhhh!

Halamak!

2010-12-05T11:12:00.000-08:00

ADUHH!
terjumpa musuh lama di facebook.
Kalau aku pandai matematik, ala2 2 tahun jugak lah lamanya gaduh ngn die.
kisah lama.
hidup lagi die.

Rasa nak tembak pon ade.
Account baru nampak.
Account under cover kah?
Motif carut mak? (mimi, itu siapa? tet!)

Baiklah. Harap anda gembira hendaknya.
(gapo dio mu neh baik jah?)

NEW KISSER (Cium sekalehhh!!)

2010-12-04T09:46:00.000-08:00

Sila baca post ini kalau tak paham. Click disini :-)
Malas nk citer panjang2.

ok.
sila perhatikan gambar di bawah.
Jika anda pandai, sila tunjuk guna jari, MANA SATU AKU TASTE??

MASA TAMAT.

Sudah?

Dah bersedia untuk salah? baiklah!

aku "HORNY" tgk yg kedua dri kanan!

nama dia CHOC!
grrrr...
malangnyer dh ade bf (wah,bajet aku boleh dapat lah kan?)

oooh, bila die menari....DAYM! bontot die! pinggang die! tgn die! Cara die pegang leher die. DAYM!
Warna kulit die. ADOI! geram!

Die yang pakai all-black and ade rambut flick2 ala2 Rihanna. (kau ade?)

Pernah nampak die and the gang kat QBistro.

Takde maknalah aku nk tegur kan?

(*QBistro tempat masyuk untuk usha org2 seperti mereka. auummmm!)

ok.
Malam ni nak mimpi die.
hadoi.

photo credits to New Kisser's Profile Fanpage

P/S: Nak tukar alat kelamin,MAMPU?

Kissin' You (Cover) - Dian

2010-10-24T10:03:00.000-07:00

My own rendition of Miranda Gosgrove's Kissin' You! I just can't get enough of this song!!!

ADAM!
This one's for you!
Bla..bla..bla...

ADAM LAMBERT's Glamnation Tour. ( I couldn't believe I was there!)

2010-10-14T19:38:00.000-07:00

ADAM! ADAM! ADAM! ADAM! ADAM! ADAM!ADAM!ADAM!

MAK SAYA MARAH LEPAS TGK GAMBAR NI DLM FACEBOOK! (adus,cmne leh lupa private lak nihhh!)

alahh,,,mereka ini,,,mane2 ade,,,(credits to NANI ROC for the pics)

Sila tgk over coat die! JOM GADUH!

Time ini saya sudah tidak berapa hidup!

Thanx Aisya! You're A LOVE!!!

Tapi dalam byk2 gambar, ini yang paling MALATOPPPPPPPPP!!!!

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OK! SAYA SUDAH TERBANG KE LANGITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

BYE!

Apa Jadi, KAU TETAP CINTAKU!

2010-09-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

Bukan aku tak sayang,,

sayaaaaaang sgt,,,

bukan aku tak rindu,,,

rinduuuuuuuu sgt....

Tapi byk masalah dlm hidup aku skrg,,,

habis semua masa aku kne gunakan,,,

mmg aku takda masa untuk kau,,,

tapi walau aku tak berkesempatan nak temui kau,

kau kene tau kau tetap cinta hatiku,,,

dah lama aku tunggu saat ini,,

tapi aku hanya bleh merancang...

tuhan yg tentukan segalanya,,,

sejak aku tau hal ni, dah lama aku merancang,,,

Tapi bila sampai masanya, aku terkilan,,

aku terkilan kerana akan terlepas peluang utk bersama kau,,,

takpa,,,

aku percaya kesempatan ini akan datang lagi,,,,

sayang,,,,,,

I LOVE YOU!

DO YOUR BEST!

YOU'RE GONNA BE GREAT!!

I'M GONNA MISS YOU!

FELL FREE TO DROP BY ANYTIME SOON!!

Hikayat Cari Jodoh! Aku Rindu kau!

2010-08-06T21:11:00.003-07:00

Semua penat lelah berbaloi,,,

Tapi jujur aku katakan, air mata tak penah gagal utk jatuh setiap kali ingat balik..

Teringat suara2 diorg buat vocal training,,,

Teringat imej2 mereka sibuk melekat2kn props,,

Teringat aksi2 diorg bising dimekap macam hantu,,

Teringat bile aku di prank abes2an on that final day,,(daym! ini aku marah! Damn you ungak!)

Tapi sakit ati aku diprank mcm ilang sedikit demi sedikit setiap kali ingat muka2 diorg,,

BUdak2 junior ni mmg look up abes kt senior2 diorg,,,huhu

walau byk cerita yg diorg dengar, diorg tetap pilih production aku..

diorg tetap di belakang aku..

penat aku bernazar supaya play ni menjadi,,

banyak kali aku berdoa..

Walau banyak yg benci, tapi kalau YANG BENAR TETAP BENAR!

Diorg tak abes2 suruh x-factor production diteruskn..

tapi aku hanya mampu jawab, "AKu buat production ni bkn untk naikkn production ni,tpi BECAUSE I WANT TO PROVE A POINT TO THOSE PEOPLE!"

I did it!

Aku tak riak!

Jauh sekali lupa diri!

Tapi aku gembira!

Gembira doa aku makbul!

Tiap malam aku berdoa klo aku dipihak yang betul tolong sempurnakan teater aku ni.

ALHAMDULILLAH!

Tapi sedey bile bende ni dah berakhir!

Aku rindu!

Serius aku rindu!

rindu yg takleh dibendung lagi!

FACEBOOK je lah tempat melepas rindu aku kt diorg2 ni..

dengar ni!

Kak dian sayang KAI, UNGAK, KIKO,RABAB, JUE,AIDA, IZZU ,BAD, DIL, SYAMIL, AISYA , RIFDI, FARHAN.IZZAT,AZIZ,IDA,TASHA!

Oh,tak mungkin aku lupa backbone aku!

MIMI,HANIS,FAE,HUDA,SHREK,REEN,MIZI,KELLY,DAHLIA,MARINA, FARHINA

SORRY KALAU AKU ADE TERTINGGAL! TAKDE NIAT! SERIUS TAKDE NIAT!

sumer berjalan seperti yg aku rancang..

mcm2 lagi aku nak tulis nak tunjuk pada yg keras ati tuh!

tpi aku xnk cri gaduh

coz orang2 yg aku sayang ni lebih penting dri backstabbers itu sumer..

Tapi tajuk play ni mmg berbisa and ada kuasa dia tersendiri!

coz ade yg mmg jumpa jodoh mereka dlm teater ni!

ahahhahahahahaha

aku doa korang happy!

I LOVE YOU!

I'M GONNA MISS YOU SO BAD!

kita xkn jumpa lagi

coz aku dh dapat tawaran di MAKTAB PERGURUAN BATU LINTANG!

ahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah

Persamaan aku dan Britney Spears!

2010-07-16T10:47:00.000-07:00

Persamaan aku dengan Britney Spears adalah:

SEMUA BENCI AND MELUAT DENGAN AKU TAPI SEMUA ORANG NAK TAHU PASAL AKU!

kutuk mcm2 tpi ape bende bru aku buat, semua korg tau n bercerita pasal aku...

wei serius wei

serius aku pening

pening mana pergi life mereka2 yg dimaksudkn ini

Lucky - Dian Sira feat. Victor Soprano

2010-06-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

Lucky - Dian Sira feat. Victor Soprano

Pantang Di cabar katanya!!!

2010-06-12T05:49:00.001-07:00

I've been in love with this male celebrity! (yeah! another one)

So, i kinda posted a stupid status on my fb yesterday. (ah, arent they all?)

it sounds something like this,

so, one of my juniors ni sgt eager nk tahu siapakah mamat yg aku suke ni...so, i told her but still, die x knal jgk mamat tuh...maka, aku suruh die add mamat tuh..maka terjadilah persembangan bodoh antara kami yg berbunyi seperti ini, (nama si dia harus dirahsia kerana beliau tak mahu beliau jadi lebih glamour dri artis ini)

ahahahhaha...mula aku x caya...

so, aku gatalkn tgn buka profile artis ni and

BOOMMMMMM!!!

ahahhahaha...

berani mati budak2 sekarang ni!

HINT Dia pernah menang "Hero Remaja"

2010-06-11T01:46:00.001-07:00

erghhhh....geli nyer!

Aku ade add sorang celebrity nih. lelaki. hot ah jgk.

time die menang, aku nampak die ni mcm normal je.

tpi lately nampak mcm sudah seperti x brape normal.

jalan makin lembut.

Kening bercukur.

Mula2 xnk percaya tpi bila kwn aku (he's also gay) add die, celeb ni bkn main layan.

Siap terserempak kt shopping complex, senyum2 then balik comment2 kt fb.

so, confirm die gay!!

tpi itu bukan topik yg aku nk citer skrg.

celeb itu gay,checked!

now, die dh in relationship ngn someone (perempuan), hot jgk minah nih..

no comment! biasa ah! closeted case ah ni.

aku x kisah. die pura2 straight ke hape ke, xde kene mengene ngn aku.

yug aku x kenan is si gf die ni.

mamat ni kn celebrity.

so, kt fb tuh ramai ah fans yg add si mamat ni.

so, sepanjang2 wall mamat nih penuh ah dgn komen2 peminat die.

korang tahu ape awek die tulis kat wall mamat ni?

" SAyang, sibuk je diorg ni nk tulis2 kat wall you. Menyemak je"

wo! attitude alert! relax ah. itu kn fans die. ko sebagai gf seorang celebrity, kene ah paham.

dah tuh, satu hari ni besday si celeb ni, so ramai fans die yang wish. Agak2 ape gf die ni tulis kt wall die?

"Ish, menyemak je orang yang wish2 u ni,sayang! Remove je ah"

bodoh dowh minah ni.ko buat diri sendiri nampak budak bodoh mcm x pnah ade bf.

then ade fan komen ckp jgn lupa diri, tanpa peminat takde ah ko n harap ko happy dgn gf ko (but in a nicer way of course).

then minah giler ni komen lgi ckp,

"Not gf, tunang ok? why r u saying this? r u jealous of us?"

ehhh,,,giler ah minah ni. xde life ke?

die pnah tulis kt wall tanye nape bf die ni byk homos dlm friends list bf die ni.

kenapa ko nk tanye soalan yg ko dh tahu jawapannyer..?

semua org dh tau!! ko je yg sedikit lambat.kesian aku tgk

obses giler..

dah ah dri atas sampai bwh komen ko aje...

siap dgn daringnyer komen tak sabar nk have sex lagi dgn si celeb ni.

YA ALLAH!!!!

jgn malukn diri boleh x?

ade org tag gambar celeb ni, then si minah betul ni gi tulis,

" baby, untag urself from this photo. i je bleh tag u"

ko ni control ke ko ni mcm kejutan budaya coz couple dgn celebrity?

siap dgn bangga tulis,

"I love u so much baby!!!!! Muah!!! Sing again tonight :) btw, sy memang sengaja tulis kat wall baby sy ni, so that the whole world knows ;) kisss kiss"

serius!

aku kesian tgk die.

muka cantik, tapi mental!

Lagenda Budak Setan (Aku demam wei,,serius aku demam!!)

2010-06-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

Dah byk kali tergerak ati nak baca novel ni,tpi x sempat..bile dapat tau muvie die nk kuar, makin giler aku nak cari novel ni..tpi x sempat jugak...so, aku end up tgk cerita ni tanpa tau citer ni pasal ape... n u know what? it feels greattttt!! kalau aku baca novel ni, nanti mesti aku akan beza2kn citer nih ngn novelnyer...so, now aku xnk cari novel tuh..coz ada up coming sequel utk muvie ni and i don't wanna spoil it! x sabar nk tunggu sequel!!

demam aku tgk citer ni! bengkak mata! dengan OST yang membunuh !

Spoiler Alert!!

Scene2 yang buat aku demam dalam citer Lagenda Budak Setan:

- Bila Kasyah (Farid Kamil) buat2 pengsan lepas pumping 300 kali then trus bangun and peluk Ayu (Lisa Surihani)

- Bila Kasyah letak tgn dia dri belakang Ayu and tunjuk couple rings

- Bila Azmi (Que Haidar) bakar photo-album magazine yang Kasyah bagi kat Ayu and mata Ayu pandang straight tgk bende tuh jadi abu

-Bila Kasyah terduduk (literally) dapat tahu Ayu kahwin dgn Azmi

-Bila Kasyah yang time tuh tgh pegang diary Ayu terbangun dari tido di saat Ayu accident (u kinda have to be there to understand this one)

- Bila Kasyah and Ayu (lepas operate) pergi picnic and Kasyah mcm nak kiss die tapi rupanya nak amek orange juice boz blakang Ayu

-Bila Kasyah pegang baby kat hospital and cakap , "Hey, awak anak perempuan saya" dengan lembut and cute

- Bila Kasyah pegang baby die sambil baca doa kat kubur Ayu

Tapiiiiiii...mostly yang buat aku demam ialah, setiap kali scene2 diatas, keluar lagu sedih kat atas ni...huh!! sedeh ah! aku rasa aku akan berada dalam mood Lagenda Budak Setan selama 2 minggu AT LEAST!!

Top 10 Hot Gay Men!

2010-05-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

addicted nye aku buat list.

mcm best plak.

You've seen bunches of lists about hot men & women.

Now. just to put it into another direction,

I give u,

TOP 10 HOT GAY MEN!

10. Randy Harrison

- 32 Year- old American actor

- Caught my attention in :"Queer as Folk", "Bang, Bang, You're Dead"

-Why he's hot: "S- Line" figure, pouty lips, boy-ish looks, involved in several partial nudity parts

-Why he's not: He stopped making tv appearances to pursue theatre performances

9. Neil Patrick Harris

-36 year-old American actor

-Caught my attention in: "Doogie Howser", Harold & Kumar" series, "How I Met Your Mother"

-Why he's hot: Six-packs-sturdy build

- Why he's not: Has a really bad taste in men (If u know what i mean)

8. Lance Bass

-31-year old American Pop singer

-Caught my attention in: Pop group, 'N Sync, his short-almost-happening mission to space

-Why he's hot: A pair of greenish hazel eyes

-Why he's not: HE CAN'T SING!!

7.Wentworth Miller

-37-year-old American Actor (Yup, he's almost 40)

-Caught my attention in: Mariah Carey's MVs' "It's Like That" & "We Belong Together", Prison Break

-Why he's hot: dreamy, toned build

-Why he's not: HE'S TAKEN. (He's dating that "Brothers & Sisters" guy)

6. Darren Hayes

-38-year old Aussie Singer (but his works mostly are based in the UK)

-Caught my attention in: Pop Duo, 'Savage Garden' and later on with his single debut

-Why he's hot: soulful voice, a nice after-shave looks

-Why he's not: He's been in a civil partnership with a REAAAALLLLLY old and not-so-cute guy

5. Ricky Martin

-38-year-old Puerto Rican Pop singer

-Caught my attention in: 1998's World Cup Song

-Why he's hot: His "Bon-Bon"

-Why he's not: He enjoys the "Golden Shower". euuwwww...(Look it up in the internet and you'll be saying the same thing!)

4. David Archuletta

- 19- year-old Latin-American singer

- Caught my attention in: American Idol

-Why he's hot: CHildish, boyish looks, voice that just stops the living, fluent in Spanish

-Why he's not: He's still in the closet and doesn't look like he's coming out any time soon

3.Chris Colfer

-19 year-old American singer

-Caught my attention in: GLEE as "Kurt"

-Why he's hot: The voice!! and cute, boyish looks

-Why he's not: Well, he's not THAT good looking, just average (He's high on the list coz he's kind of current and "It")

2. Gale Harold

- 40 year-old American actor

- Caught my attention in : "Queer As Folk", "Desperate Housewives S5"

-Why he's hot: no one could've done better than him in portraying "Brian Kinney" in QAF.

-Why he's not: He's bi-curious. (huh,wateva!)

1. Adam Lambert (Don't tell me u didn't see this coming)

-28-year-old American singer

-Caught my attention in: American Idol

-Why he's hot: I don't want to be stating the obvious!!!!

-Why he's not: Being JEWISH is his only character flaw!

Aku mahu air ini jernih..

2010-05-12T00:05:00.000-07:00

hampir 2 jam aku fikir cara untuk minta maaf kat kau..

ingat nk sms je..

mcm nk call pon ade..

tpi aku takut aku break down and aku x suka jadi pondan..hehe

mula2 ingat nak letak nama kau jadi title post ni..

but i want this to be a lil' personal,just between us..

so, aku just nk tulis something randomly..

i just hope u know this goes out to you.

aku pernah cakap kau kawan terbaik aku

kau ingat kan?

aku tak pernah ada kawan mcm kau yang sentiasa terima aku seadanya

kau satu-satunya yg selalu puji aku di depan aku

tapi tidak sebanyak kau puji aku di blakang aku

hmmm, kagum macamne kau masih puji aku disaat kau tahu kekurangan diri aku

disebabkan itu aku sentiasa di blakang kau

kau ingat kan?

aku pernah ckp kalau ada orang tindas kau, aku belasah dia!

sebab aku tahu betapa senangnya orang nk tipu or tindas kau

sebab kau terlalu baik

orang selalu ambil kesempatan atas kebaikan kau

secara tak sengaja, aku pun tak terkecuali

tapi.

aku lemah.

mudahnya aku terpengaruh dgn cakap orang

hanya beberapa perkataan dari orang

buat aku against kau

senangnya nak racuni fikiran aku

aku pula cepat marah

maka dengan cepat tangan menulis ke blog

marah sana sini

walau tiada nama aku letak

aku tahu kena tepat di jantung kau

tapi

jantung aku pula mcm terpanah semalam

semalam aku dapat tahu kau nangis baca post tu

tapi kau tak boleh bagitahu aku

sebab aku di pihak lawan kau

terduduk aku dapat tahu kau menangis

memang aku marah dlm post tuh

aku nak luahkan perasaan aku

tapi aku terlupa perasaan kau

apa aku rasa now?

menyesal? oh yeah!

malu? oh yeah!

sedih? oh yeah!

bersalah? arghhhh....x tahu nak ckp ape dah

nak minta maaf boleh?

sorry kalau aku ada tersalah cakap

or terbagi nickname yg kasar dekat kau..(u know what it was)

(dengan nada suara budak kecil umur 6 tahun)

JANJI TAK BUAT LAGI!

Kau ingat tak dulu aku pernah cakap

"Si bitch" yg tikam blakang aku tuh the only prempuan selain mak aku yg aku pernah ckp "I love u"

tpi die betrayed jugak aku dengan cara jatuhkan maruah aku

lepas tuh, aku trus takut nk percaya orang

tapi

AKu Percaya Kau!

And I Love You!

And I know whatever happens,

You'll never betray me!

I mean it!

Aku suka gambar kita yang ni! Kita dua2 hot! (Hah? pahal?)

P/S: kepada mimie, ko ni gelabah ah.x kan ah aku tulis pasal minah tuh. die yg buat taik kt aku pehal plak aku nk minta maaf kt dia? amek ko! aku edit post ni coz ko slow...ahhahaa

Apa cara terbaik untuk break - up supaya lelaki itu tak simpan dendam?

2010-05-08T01:38:00.000-07:00

Dian sira = Notorious

Tak boleh deny lagi.

Kenapa aku tak suka couple lama2?

bukan sebab aku suka curang.

bukan sebab aku cepat bosan.

bukan sebab ada masalah dlm relationship.

bukan sebab aku rasa hot bila single.

tapi sebab aku ada satu perasaan "INFERIORITY".

Aku jadi takut.

takut apa?

Takut kene tinggal sebab dia jumpa pompuan lagi hot.

Takut dia tiba2 confess dia gay.

Takut kena tinggal sebab aku membosankan.

So,

sebelum jadi bende2 ni, baik aku tinggalkan dia dulu.

Jadi,

kalau ade ex-bf2 yang sedang membaca,

don't feel bad. it wasn't u. It was ME!!

Current boyfriend pon on the way untuk aku tinggalkan.

sebab?

sebab aku macam dah suka kat dia sangat2.

jadi, kalau kene tinggal, confirm aku sakit.

tapi,

aku takut karma.

macam mne ek?

(besides, "Single" kat facebook x cool! hehe)

lagi satu.

aku takut ada yang simpan dendam.

bukan aku sengaja.

tapi aku kene pentingkan diri.

sebab kalau aku menangis, bukan kau yang dtg pujuk.

buat yang masih berdendam,

aku minta maaf.

yang benar,

"notorious dian"

Dian's Syndrome!

2010-05-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

Dian's Syndrome is back!

Syndrome in aku slalu diskusi ngn member2 aku.

Syndrome ini ada 2 symptom:

1) Bila dah in relationship dgn someone akan jadi extra jiwang and the guy would be the only thing on your head (nama lelaki tu akan x lepas mulut)

2) Akan mula bosan kalau usia relationship menghampiri 3 minggu. Kalau 24 jam bersembang dengan si dia, kebosanan mungkin muncul lebih awal iaitu seminggu atau kurang.

Hari ini jam 6 petang, aku diserang syndrome ini.

Rimas ah.

i need some air.

I need a distraction.

Jgn crowd aku mcm ni. x suker!

allolololololo..

merajuk ah tuh!

aku punye merajuk ade kau kesah..?

P/S: Shasha, kalau nak bagi video kat aku, jgn send dkt laptop ko sendri!! penat aku gi bilik ko, kosong je external hardisk aku lepas tuh.muahahahahha

Someone Who came JUST at the right time!

2010-05-04T20:31:00.000-07:00

nama dia...emmm...(hah, sibuk ah tuh!! kang sibuk nk cari kt friends list aku kt fb!!)

Aku tak takut.

muahahahah...

Ape aku tahu aku happy giler sekarang!

P/S: Sila kan screen cap post ini ke blog anda kalau anda rasa ini juga cerita dongeng. Saya tak kisah. untuk memudahkan kerja stalking, nama dia "Abu Jibril Al-Askari".

MIMI,HUDA, aku ade citer PALING HOT aku dgr! Nanti ingatkan aku untuk story kt korang. Kalau korang tak terkejut, aku POTONG RAMBUT aku!kehkehkhe...

Boleh aku tahu motif di sebalik soalan itu?

2010-05-02T00:34:00.000-07:00

Bf bru mula bertanya soalan yang menakutkan.

11 Men I like to see Naked

2010-04-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

11. Kevin Zegers

First tgk dia dlm "Transamerica". lepas tuh tetibe ternampak kelibat mamat ni dlm "It's a boy-girl thing". Hadoi, muke mcm Zac efron, tpi x suka Zac efron. mcm mne tuh? Baik. Dia hot. Pastuh mata ala2 ngantuk2 manja gitu. Citarasa sgt!

10. Akim AF

BUKTI MALAYSIA BOLEH! First tgk time kat Akademi Fantasia ah. Tapi makin jatuh centa biler tgk die nyanyi "Bencinta" kat konsert final. Main ikat2 tarik tali.hah, saper tahan? P/S: Tgk gaya dia minum air tuh! nak marah!

9. Justin bieber

Walau kalau bogel, dia hanya setaraf sup tulang, tak salah kan kalau nak fantasi dgn budak bawah umur? First time usha di youtube di saat die blum discover cermin. so, rambut mcm pelik sket.Biler dh dilamar Usher, baru ah terciptanyer term "Justin Bieber's hair Flick". Suker!

8. Robert Pattinson

First time tgk die berlakon "Kerana Cintaku Saerah".ahahah...Citer "Twilight" ah. Citer pe lg! Lepas tuh, trus sibuk usha die bertukar haluan orientasi dlm cerita "Little Ashes". Harap2, kalo anda bogel, jgn ah seputih dlm twilight. Takut ah! Takut tergigit! hehe

7.Matthew Lawrence

First time tgk die dlm "Hot Chicks". Lepas tuh aku terkejut. "hei,muka kau iras beruk Tapi version hensem giler". Btul.cube tgk btul2. Ada sket. anyway, lepas tuh, trus donload "Brotherly Love" semua episodes. So, basically, aku usha die dari die umur 15 sampaiah umur die skrg dh 30-an. Stalker x stalker?

6. Rain
Iya2. Sabar semua. Akak2,sila pakai balik seluar2/kain2 anda. Saya tahu dia hot. First time tgk die kt MTV. Lepas tuh trus tgk movie n drama dia.Maka trus jatuh sakit setiap kali pandang. Rain, Bukak Baju! NOw!

5. Channing Tatum

Hadoi...Aku rasa tak sempat nak habiskan list nih.Ramai sgt dewa nak aku bogelkan. hmmm...First time tgk die dlm "Step Up". Hoi, Awak hot! Sekian!

4. Ryan Carnes
First time tgk die dlm gay-themed movie,"Eating Out". And then dlm "Desperate Housewives" time tuh die jadi love interest Andrew Van De Kamp. Tapi awas! HE'S AS STRAIGHT AS A STICK! and HE"S MINE!!! Blah2

3.Gael Garcia Bernal

Ini the only mamat latin yg jadi fantasi aku. Mula nampak die dlm "Dot The I". Then dlm "Bad Education" dimana die jadi drag queen. Lepas tuh, usha die dlm "Y Tu Mama Tambien" dan sedang dlm process download citer "The King". Mama, dulu mama kata ma pantang kalo dpt menantu keling. Tapi kalo menantu Latin, bleh kn? muahahahaha..P/S: Dia sama tinggi dgn aku, so senang nak culik masuk bilik.

2. ellen Degeneres
Ok. Dia bukan lelaki. Tapi I'M SO HOT FOR HER!!! aduh..berdosakah aku kerana berfantasikan si dyke ini? huhu...Ellen, I'm your new De Rossi. Stail!

Dan, lelaki yang saya paling nak bogelkan adalah....
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1. Adam Lambert

Still no.1,baby! Silih berganti, lelaki2 hot muncul di kaca tv dan di kaca laptop, hanya dikau fantasi aku siang dan malam. I Love you just for being you! Never stop making good music for me! I give my heart to you. SAYANG! BOGEL,NOW!! grrrrrr!!

Cari pasal ah die nih!!

2010-04-18T02:00:00.000-07:00

FRENCH EIII!!!

aku pengsan nih, sape nk sambut, ANGKAT KENING!

kalau awak saya, awak marah tak?

2010-04-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

Irfan Bin Roslan

2010-04-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

korang pernah tgk x citer "Baju Raya Mona" dulu time raya ari tuh kt astro?

alahhh... biasa ah..citer pompuan gemuk last2 end up ngn laki hot. standard ah!

time tuh pelakon utama yg end up dgn Dina (Bukan Dian) ialah seorang lelaki yg perghhhh...

time tgk citer nih..mmg dahi aku dh samapi carpet kt ruang tamu rumah aku.

tpi lepas tuh ,susah nk tgk mamat nih blakon.

TUP!

Aku pon saja gatal tgk "ADAMAYA", citer kul 6.30pm kt TV3.

tibe2, si dewa versi kelantan ini keluar di skrin, tpi kali ini dgn badan yg lagi UMMMPHHH!!

korang!!

tgk ah ADAMAYA!!

TGK AH ROSLAN NIH!!

although citer nih mcm Adaptation citer "Im Not Single", tpi biler jdi series, mcm best plak...

P/S: pehal ah mamat nih xde FB!!!!

We Are The World (Justin Bieber saya punya)

2010-03-11T09:46:00.000-08:00

best.
suke.

Untuk yg Berhak Sahaja

2010-03-08T23:57:00.000-08:00

Baik
Saya mahu private
Blog saya hanya untuk org yg berhak sahaja

Kalo kamu try log in tp denied, maknenyer kamu tidak berhak...
Terima Kasih

"Shirk" (Free Admission)

2010-02-18T01:56:00.000-08:00

Alter Ego is staging a new play entitled "Shirk".

Interested to be a part of the event?

Click Here to see Official Posters and further Information

Official Posters Courtesy of Hairi Tahir

Akulah Taylor Swift dlm Teardrops On My Guitar tu!!

2010-02-18T01:21:00.000-08:00

penat....

Aku penat...

sedih..

Aku sedih..

Give up..

Aku give up...

Semalam..

Kul 1.30 pagi..

Baru balik training theatre..

Sakit pinggang dan kaki..

Trus campak badan ke tilam..

tibe2 dpt msg..

Si dia luahkan isi hati dh jatuh hati dgn someone..

Someone who's not me..

Someone who's not even single..

Rupanya dia anggap aku mcm kakak je selama nih...

Aku pulak anggap die lebih dri adik...

baiklah...

Aku give up...

Aku give up kejar lelaki yg asyik bagi aku kegembiraan yg sementara..

Aku give up kejar lelaki yg put aku on hold until die jumpa someone better..

WTF??

Aku terbaring baca msg die..

Mata mula berair...

Tibe2 alter ego aku bersuara, "La, ade perasaan jugak Dian ni!! Ingat kental!!"

Aku sakit...

Trus bukak laptop..

Click playlist...

Tibe2 lagu paling kurang hajar terpasang...

" Drew looks at me...I Fake a smile so he won't see..."

babi kan?

Paling babi biler alter ego aku menyampuk, "eh, situasi ko now sebijik mcm lagu nih! Buat2 sokong lelaki tu nk kwn ko sedangkan ko nakkan die.."

Aku nyampah ah ade split personality nih...

P/S: oh, bercakap pasal alter Ego

Promote Sket: "Shirk" on stage on 22nd & 24th Feb 2010. Dtg yah?? Click here for to see Official Posters and further Information

OK! Ini Lawak !!

2010-02-14T20:45:00.000-08:00

hadoiiii...

Aku suka bdk sekor ni...dh nk masuk sebulan...

Memula aku ingat die bdk malaysia..

Coz ckp melayu berhabuk...

Tibe2 terdengar die ckp kong klang kong klang...

Hati berkata, "Oh, siam rupanya"

Lalu mata trus gatal mengusha..

Tapi paling best bile usha aku di balas..

Siap pusing kepala pandang aku..( lantak ah nk ckp aku perasan ke pe..mampus ah!!bkn aku usha bapak ko!!)

Siap buat2 lalu nk suruh aku pandang die..

Aku pon kesian punye pasal, pandang ah...

Aku pon tanya atip sapa name die coz atip kenal die..

Atip kata nama dia *****

ohhhh...ku tanya ah die org siam ke?

Atip kata, "Bukan ah! Org Vietnam!!"

HOIIIIIII...

ni 1st time aku terlekat kt Vietnam...

alahhh...bru brangan nk naik THAI AIRWAYS...huahuahuahua huma hum

ala, xpe2...look at the bright side..

klo chatting, senang ah guna YM Audibles tuh..yg ade suara vietnam tuh...ahahahah

Aku pon ngadu kt Mimie plak..

"Wei... dh tau nama die ni, nak cri ah die kt fb!! Agak2 die dh ade awek ke ah?"

Mimie dgn bangga dan penuh niat cemburu (ahahah!!) menjawab, "Mesti ah..xkan ah xde awek"..

Aku dgn sombong pura2 innocent membalas, "tapi klo ade awek, usha2 aku pehal?"

Mimie senyap sambil pandng tempat lain.. maybe malas nk layan org perasan kot...heheheh

So, tdi bosan2 saje bkk satu profile fb sekor ni...tetibe tgk mutual friends mcm ade muke *****...

aku pon bukak

hoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

rupanya mamat ni dh lama add akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

and check2 rupanya die single.....

Lagi skali wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ade chance!

ye ye...nk ngorat...

ye ye...nk ngorat..

Everybody sing with me

YE Ye Nak Ngorat!!

P/S: Mamat ni masuk Debat Bahasa Melayu! hah, amek kau!! dh alang2 boleh ckp melayu, show off je trus...ahahahaha

Bawang!! (ahahaha..bawang cuak ah tuh!!)

2010-02-13T19:39:00.000-08:00

hoiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... memanggil btul muka nih....rasa nk gigit!! argghhhh......

sebijik muka zac efron tpi mamat ni lgi hot bagi aku...gahhhh!!!

alllolololololo...meh kt akak meh...comel sgt awak nihhh....

mak sape plak sebelah die nih? oh, mak nyah!!!

heyyyyyy...ini gambar buat marah!!!grrrrr....

dada je? yg lain2??

Bawangggggg!!! khas untuk anda!! (motif?)

nok, hensem x mamat ini?

arghhhhhh.... why do all the good ones have to be gays????

Maaf, saya xleh ckp ape nama mamat nih!! coz nanti korg nk google nama die and akan terkejut die saper...ahahhahaha..

saper2 yg dh tau tuh, diam2 sudahhhhhh!!!

P/S: terbaca satu website ckp John Mayer ngaku suker lelaki dlm gambar ni and selalu "tgk" die...damn!! gay kah??

Apa2 pun, gambar terbaik bulan ini adalah.....

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COMEL!! Itu awakkkk!!

2010-02-07T01:55:00.000-08:00

Pipi merah !!

Putih melepak!!

Tinggi !!!

Manja !!

Comel !!

Wangi !!

Itu awakkkk!!!

Suka awak !!

Minat awak !!

Gilakan awak !!

Mahu awak !!

Itu sayaaaa !!

When SEX turns into a 16-year old

2010-01-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Mandi Wajib jom!!!

baiklah..ini lagu baru beliau..
blum habis beta demam ONE TIME, now nk demam kus-kus dgn BABY plak...hauhauhauah

Genap 100 Hari Aku hilang Separuh Jiwa Ku

2010-01-03T00:21:00.000-08:00

Nope! Budak dlm gambar2 nih x meninggal..tpi hampir genap 100 hari aku x dukung dia... aku x tau harus salahkan sapa... Yang bawa die pergi dri aku, atau yang menyebabkan die dibawa pergi dri aku??

Ini ah jadinyer kalo dewasa berperangai mcm budak2...bende2 kecik dibesar2kan... perselisihan pendapat buat budak ni diputuskan hubungan dgn aku...ape budak ni tau?

dulu aku x suka budak2..aku pnah ckp kt mak aku, "ma, klo iya branak nanti, mak jaga ah anak sira. dh besar sket, sira amek blik!"..x payah ah aku citer ape respon mak aku kan?..huhu...

bile dgr baby nangis, rasa nak ambik kapas sumbat..bukan sumbat telinga aku, tpi sumbat mulut baby tuh... baby berak? lagi ahhh...

Tapi budak nih ubah fikiran aku... sebab die, aku nak anak cepat2!! sebab die, aku x takot branak..sebab die aku x kisah dgr baby nangis...sebab die, aku rasa nk culik sumer baby yg aku nampak.. nape?

sebab nama dia HANNAN NUWAIRAH! Sebab die sparuh nyawa aku... tpi perselisihan faham keluarga aku bwat kami putus keluarga...

aku x leh bwat ape2...mak die yg bwat keputusan nk putuskan pertalian nih...ape aku boleh bwat?

now, dh 100 hari aku x jumpa dia...dia pergi dan x jejak lagi rumah aku...aku ingat lagi...time tuh hari raya ke-2...time hari raya pertama, seronok giler aku dapat jumpa die...berjam2 aku spend time tgk die berjalan kehulu kehilir sekeliling rumah...tpi skrg tinggal bayang je... pada hari raya ke-2,semua bende ni terjadi...sorang terjerit2..sorang menengking2..sorang berpura2 baik..sorang hanya boleh menangis... itu last aku jumpa hannan..x sempat cium die sebelum die kuar dri rumah aku...tpi hannan sempat pandang aku sebelum die masuk kete... jelas lagi muka die time tuh dlm pale otak aku...

aku jadi giler skrg..mcm mak ilang anak..meroyan... aku sampai beli teddy bear and letak lotion yg Hannan slalu pakai kt teddy bear tu so that tiap2 mlm dpt cium die and tidur dgn die... rumate2 aku gelakkan aku tgk perangai giler aku...tpi klo aku explain pun,diorg x paham...coz bukan diorg yg hilang separuh dri nyawa diorg... diorg boleh ketawa... aku hanya boleh nangis tahan rindu>>hadoi< nape ah mood aku lately nk nangis je??? 2010 sucks!!

agak2 aku boleh jumpa balik x ah ngn hannan? aku dh rindu sgt nih!! air mata dh kering nih...
agak2 hannan dh besar mne ek skrg?

Nan, nan x rindu angah ek? balik ye yang? :'(

Berita kematian ke-4 buat aku tahun ini...Ya Allah... Aku Insaf

2009-12-26T05:14:00.000-08:00

i was just on my bed trying to wake up when suddenly my roomate gasped!

Ku: hah????
Aku: awat?
Ku: wei, lecturer aku anta msg..die ckp al-fatihah bwat arwah sharifah rahel n sharifah hasanah..
Aku: Syipak meninggal? biar btul..

aku masih blur time tuh...trus kuar bilik basuh muka..sempat tegur huda lgi yg tgh siap2 nk pergi "Rock The WOrld". aku dtg balik, ku tgh call intan, bestfren syipak.. intan kata die x tau ape2..then, intan hang up coz nk call parents syipak.. then, intan call ku balik..ku loudspeaker..

Intan: weii....syipak dah xde..(line tersekat2 bercampur intan menangis),..aku x pcaye wei...
Ku: mcmne leh meninggal?
Intan: ang ada dengar x berita bas terbalik kt ipoh? adoiii...satgi aku call ang balik..

talian terputus..mulut aku ternganga.. otak kosong.. aku terlalu sibuk dgn dunia sampai lupa semua benda nih..aku insaf... terkejut aku... mcm bru hari itu aku bgurau ngn syipak..kitorg sibuk berebut nk kawen ngn mne2 jantan yg ade toyota harrier... menjerit mcm org giler stiap kali tgk harrier.."hah, tu suami aku! suami aku!".. masih terngiang lagi suara ko, syipak... speechless aku..ko kwn convent aku yg pertama meninggal... aku x tau nk kata ape..muda lagi..21 tahun...aku pon 21 thun..ntah2 lepas ni aku pulak...

sedeh biler teringat balik gelak ketawa kitorg... aku tnya syipak, "Oi, pehal ko ni kurus sgt ah?"..syipak angkat baju dia and tunjuk perut die.."mne ade, buncit ah!".. then sumer baling bantal kt die coz die tu sekurus2 manusia..x sangka itu last kiter jumpa...aku jauh ni...x boleh balik tgk ko buat kali terakhir...hanya al-fatihah boleh aku sedekahkn utk ko..semoga ko tenang di sana...

adik syipak, hasanah pon meninggal jugak...satu bas...baik budaknyer... cantik...mcm aleeza kasim...serius x tipu... ape kenangan aku dgn hasanah ek? hmmm? time aku form 2 or 3, x salah aku hasanah ni darjah satu..selalu kaco klo aku lepak ngn syipak..aku rasa dia annoyying sgt..tapi last jumpa ari tuh, dh anak dara..cantik..tinggi plak tuh..dh nk sama tinggi ngn aku..bru form 3.. alim nampak bdk tuh.. dia pon masih ingat aku lagi.. siap tnya pasal adik aku..terlupa plak yg dia pnah berkejar2 dgn boy... siap suruh keng salam bila tgk gambar latest adik aku..." Kak dian, pasnih jadi adik ipar ah! boley?"..ahahahah..hasanah2.. moga ko tenang kt sana,dik...

dlm berita ckp, diorg kebumi satu lahad.. sayu aku...sampai mati kasih sayang adik beradik nih... diorg mmg dri dulu rapat..muka pon dh mcm kembar...

al-fatihah..may you rest in peace! you'll always be remembered!

Keratan akhbar pasal eksiden nih

Syipak yg berdiri..yg duduk tuh hasanah..
Al-fatihah

Ini Dian Sira!! Bukan Orang Lain!!

2009-12-24T08:52:00.000-08:00

Orang Lain:
Diam bermaksud setuju..
Bersuara rendah kerana menurut kata..
Senyum kerana akur..
Mengangguk kerana hormat

Dian Sira:
Diam kerana tahu kalau berbicara akan buat dia didiamkan..
BErsuara rendah kerana tak suka mengarah dan tunjuk hebat..
Senyum kerana tak mau menengking. (Im better than that)
Mengangguk kerana tak mahu dinafikan haknya..

Apa nk buat kalau inginkan perkataan "THANK YOU" tpi end up dapat respon "FUCK YOU"??

nurkilan yg dicoret akibat tidak tahan dgn hanya mengguna akal dan membuang perasaan!!

P/S: YOU WILL BE BROKEN!!

Approved Attires For IIUM Students 2009/2010

2009-12-12T00:49:00.000-08:00

Berikut adalah gambaran sebenar pakaian-pakaian yang telah diluluskan di dalam kawasan UIA. Sila ambil perhatian!

1. Jom Add Arab di CELPAD

Musim add drop ini, Dian Sira Collections menyajikan anda dengan rekaan musim panas. Maka wajib untuk anda bawak payung(seperti di atas). Pakaian ini khas untuk pelajar-pelajar yg baru level 1 atau 2 kerana mereka tak sempat nk pre-reg akibat nk beri peluang kepada pelajar-pelajar level 3 dan 4 yg tak reti-reti nk grad! Akibatnya, pelajar-pelajar level 1 dan 2 tak sempat nk pre-reg,maka haruslah menjalankan aktiviti yg dinamakan, "Nak add arab guna borang manual tpi ustaz xde coz sumer gi meeting".
Lingkaran besi2 karat di badan itu adalah untuk senang bersandar di dinding bangunan CELPAD supaya badan anda tidak terkena cat murah yg walaupun dh kering, tetap melekat kt baju. Kasut berkilat itu pula untuk menarik perhatian kawan-kawan anda yg dri pagi cari anda akibat anda sibuk di CELPAD. Yang paling penting skrg adalah rambut. Blonde Wig itu adalah supaya senang ustaz anda nk cari anda. So, anda hanya perlu sms ustaz anda dan ckp, "Ustaz, saya kt luar office ustaz ni.Nak mintak sign. Saya yg rambut besar and blonde." Maka senanglah ustaz anda cari anda! Selamat Mencuba!!

2. Finance, Mane Duit Aku?

Untuk mengelakkan daripada masalah nk print slip exam ataupun nak pre-reg, anda harus selalu mengunjungi ofis finance. Kalau tak, akibatnya akan terkejut ah mereka2 yg lepa ini bila dapat tau yuran x habis bayar ah, hutang beratus2 ah.Malah ade jugak kes UIA sendiri yg hutang pada pelajar akibat pelajar ini konon2 kaya lalu membayar lebih yuran. Jadi, saya sarankan anda memakai pakaian di atas. Rambut biar saja begitu kerana kene bwat mcm kite ni desperate and xde duit lansung. Sampai sikat pon x mampu nk beli, kene pinjam dri budk bilik bawah. Padanan aneh iaitu kot bulu dan seluar tidur mmg sengaja disatukan begitu supaya dapat mengelirukan pihak finance. Nanti pasti mereka fikir, "eh, baju budak ni dri Kg. sungai pusu ke? tpi seluar mcm seluar sedap yg beli kt convest ari tuh?hmmm..kesian.Bayar je ah die 2-3 ratus". Selamat Mencuba!!

3. Mak Guard, Jangan Saman Saya

Akibat di UIA ni semua bende tak boleh nk buat, ramai pelajar memilih inisiatif untuk berhibur di luar kawasan UIA. Akibatnya, ramailah yg akan balik lewat. Maka mak guard2 dan pak guard2 mula menjalankan tugasnya selain hanya duduk di dlm bilik ber-air cond. Bila masuk lambat, pasti kene tahan. Jadi, pastikan anda pakai mcm ni. Baju hujan hitam ini akan bwat pak guard itu fikir, " Amboi, seksinya. Baju hujan je? Dlm die pakai ape2 ke x ek?". Maka anda akan trus lepas dri disaman akibat pak guard itu sibuk berfantasi. Kasut coklat murah ini juga selesa. Ia juga jimat kerana semua org masih ada lagi kasut ni time matrik dulu.Selamat Mencuba!

4. Bayar, Tapi Basnyer Mane??

Anda ingin ke kelas tpi bas UIA x sampai2 sedangkan anda bayar perkhidmatan bas itu. Jadual yg dilekatkan di bus stop juga bagai tiada kesan buat driver2 bas UIA ni. Mungkin tulisan terlalu kecik. Atau mungkin mereka x pernah take time untuk baca jadual di bus stop itu kerana mereka busy tinggalkan semua student2 yg sibuk berlari mengejar bas mereka. Jadi, memakai kasut roda adalah bagus untuk mengejar bas itu supaya lecturer anda x perli2 anda akibat masuk class time die sedang pasang slide show. Topi koboi itu tidak membawa apa-apa maksud. Hanya sekadar nk menutup rambut yg botak sedikit di tengah2. Selamat Mencuba!

5. Shopping Tempat Sama Ke?

Akibat ramai pelaja2 UIA shopping di kedai bundle yg sama, maka ramailah antara mereka yg tampil dengan fesyen2 yang sama dri hari isnin sampai isnin minggu depan. Baju kotak2 ni sesuai untuk peminat2 permainan dam haji kerana patternyer yg menarik. Jeans ketat yg menampakkan pelbagai alur juga membuatkan anda selesa dan rasa berangin. Converse low cut atau high cut membuatkan perjalanan anda cepat. Nak keluar dri class time lecturer pusing untuk menulis di white board pon senang kerana kasut ini tidak meninggalkan sebarang bunyi.

6. Tak Main Ah Jus Mate 5

Ini adalah trick terbaik sepanjang saman. Gemuk macam mane pon anda, pakaian hitam sentiasa dapat menyembunyikan lapisan lemak2 degil sekeluarga. Kasut tumit tinggi juga bagus untuk menambahkan keyakinan. Jangan sesekali percaya apabila kwn2 anda cakap, " Hoi, dh tinggi, bwat pe nk pakai kasut tinggi lagi?". Itu hanyalah alasan kerana apabila anda memakai kasut tumit tinggi, anda akan kelihatan lebih tinggi dan membuatkan kawan2 anda kelihatan lebih rendah sekaligus tidak dapat mencuri perhatian. Selamat Mencuba!

Photos: Courtesy of looklet.com
Designed by: Dian Sira

Ampunkan Dosa ku

2009-12-05T07:18:00.000-08:00

Dia tinggalkan aku disaat aku 6 tahun..
Tak pernah kenal apa peranan dia dlm hidup aku..
Aku membesar dgn perasaan benci dan dendam padanya..
Setiap kali berbicara mengenainya pada teman2, tak pernah sekali pujian atau kata2 yg balik aku lemparkn pada dia..

Kerana aku benci..
aku benci bukan kerana dia tinggalkan aku..
Bukan kerana dia tinggalkan mak aku..
Bukan kerana tidak sesen yg dia hantar pada ku..

Aku benci kerana tiada penyesalan di wajahnya..
aku benci kerana dia bahagia bersama mereka..
Aku benci kerana mereka menggunakan nama panggilan yg menjadi milikku dahulu..

Tapi kedatanganku ke bumi kenyalang setelah 4 tahun aku tinggalkn membawa seribu penyesalan pada diriku sendri..
Tuhan bukakan hatiku yg telah lama aku tutupkan untuk dia..

Hidup ku tak pernah skali aku dedikasikn utk memuji dia..
Hanya maki dan sumpahan keji aku letakkan di sisi namanya..
Tapi mendengar cerita sepupu2 ku, buat aku hampir rebah ke bumi..
Bengkak mata menangis tak perlu di ukur lagi...

" abah korg bukan main bangga dgn korang..setiap kali balik dri KL, trus dtg kt rumah2 kitorg and citer pasal korang.. dia slalu citer pasal korang..bila dia bukak banyak cawangan and bukak byk bisnes, dia slalu ckp, ini sumer untuk Yan, Sira and boy bila dia mati nanti. sikit pon tak mention anak2 die kt srwk ni..asyik korg je..die sentiasa menyesal tinggalkan korang..apa balasan yg die dapat? Dia kawen dgn perempuan yg lansung x jaga mkn pakai dia. sebab tuh die saja keje jauh dri rumah, supaya tak payah balik rumah makan.Tapi tak boleh buat ape.Dia tau tuhan balas dia dengan temukan jodoh dia dgn perempuan yg mengarah2 dia, x pandai masak, suka tengking2 die..dia tau itu balasan die..tpi dia lebih sedih bila tau korg pon turut sama menghukum die dgn membenci die sampai sekarang..semua org tak sepatutnya dihukum seumur hidup. Sebab tuh biler die dh rapat dgn korg sekarang, dia bagi mcm2 kt korg..coz tau korg hidup susah dulu..tpi die takut ini menjadi the only reason korang nakkan dia. He's not as strong as u think.."

Banyak bende yg aku buruk sangka dgn die..

Aku ingat: die letak gambar2 kitorg yg bru die tangkap time die dtg kedah baru2 nih dlm dashboard keter die. Aku gi marah die,aku ckp nape x letak dlm rumah? takot bini abah nampak? takot bini sgt? Dia diam je.

Sebenarnyer: Die letak dlm kete coz senang die nk tunjuk kt sepupu2 and mak2 sedare aku. Dia slalu gak bwk gi tempat keje die..coz nk tunjuk kt pekerja2 die.

Aku ingat: die slalu x nk ckp ngan aku. aku ingat die x kisahkan aku. so, aku gi marah die. aku ckp, "abah, dh 2 hari sira kt srwk, abah satu bende pon x ckp ngn sira. pesal? sira pon binti mohamad jugak!"

Sebenarnyer: dia ckp,"Dah lama dh abah nk ckp ngn sira. asal abah masuk bilik, sira asyik main laptop je. x brani nk kaco.tkot kaco sira bwat keje."

Aku ingat:Aku cakap "Hari tuh dtg KL, npe x gtau sira? nape gitau ateh je? naper? abah takot sira mintak duit?sira tau ah sira ni asyik mintak duit je."

Sebenarnyer: dia cakap, "abah dh call ateh, abah suruh die amek abah kt KLIA then trus gi UIA amek ko. x sempat amek abah, ko msg abah marah2 nape x gtau ko.biler abah call, ko merajuk,xnk angkat"

Banyak lagi aku nk tulis..tpi aku x rasa aku tak mampu..aku sedih..menyesal..kecewa dgn diri sendiri.. aku bersyukur tuhan bukakan hati aku dan mata aku sebelum terlambat...

Abah, ampunkan dosa sira..
Tak mampu sira gambar dgn kata2 betapa menyesalnya sira sekarang..
Waktu tgk abah lambai waktu kat airport ari tuh nyaris buat sira rebah..
Sira Sayang Abah

Sementara tunggu result, JOM ZINA MATA! (Video)

2009-12-01T20:48:00.000-08:00

SPOILER ALERT!!

klo korg tgk video ni btul2, you might notice that Adam Lambert kissed one of the guys in the band, performed oral-sex-like gestures, put his finger up a woman's panties and fell on the stage but cepat2 rolled over konon2 tu stunt yg a part of the choreography..hehe...ENJOY! (JANGAN TENGOK KLO AKHLAK ANDA TERPUJI)

Adam Lambert AMA 2009 - Click here for this week’s top video clips

Susah btul cri video ni..almost every single website kene copyright claim.. kt sini je blum..harap2 xkne claim jgk...

Adam Lambert needs to start doing both gay n straight porns.. Hot habis...Although the performance has started internet buzz sejak semalam, aku sikit x peduli...ttp nk tgk si dewa ini ber'aksi'...it's like watching porn tpi bising...ahahhaa...

suddenly teringat performance Madonna, x'tina and britney kt AMA jgk...

ADAM LAMBERT !! I HEART YOUUUU!!!

Al-Fatihah

2009-11-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

First day raya haji, ninek aku pergi menghadap ilahi...nasib baik 1st day sampe Sarawak,trus aku ngagak nya... nya madah aku udah sik gemuk kedak dolok.. hehe..rindu gilak aku...nangis aku first2 nangga mukanya..bersih... dlm family belah bapak aku, ninek aku sorang jak yg solat sik pnah tinggal... alhamdulillah...

teringat masa dolok family divorce, ninek bkn main kelahi ngan abah mok rebut mek org.. kuat sayang nya pada mek org...each time melawat ninek, gago nya buat air eventhough berdiri pon udah sik brapa buleh... nya sik abis2 cium boy...nya madah rindu gilak ngn nya...

ingat lagi ninek madah, " abah kawu ya beli mcm2...iboh gago lah...ninek dh mok ninggal tok"...aduuhhhh....

puas ah ati mak tiri aku...dri dulu agik si setan ya sik suka ninek...sejak kawin,sik penah klakar ngn ninek..pahal kawuuuu? mak aku pon sik pnah lupa ninek sedangkn ninek bkn agik mertuanya.. org malaya tok juak yg lebih sayang ninek...kawu mmg sial!caka!

Selamat Hari Raya!! hehehe

Dian Sira Arja

Tak Semua Bende Kene Ada Sebab

Alololo comel!

Kalau tak faham video ni, baik kau mati je.

Selamat Hari Jadi,Sayang :')

Breaking News? I just think it's heart breaking!

Da~Da~Da~Da~ Da Da DATUK KAU!!

Di Malaysia, Aku nobody.Di Indonesia, AKU RETIS OCCAY??

Lemah lembut nyer titew~ *muntah kuar katak*

Wordless Wednesday 6th July 2011

Beribu Sesalan (cover)

Do u see it?

My Wordless Wednesday (29th June 2011)

Ever Ever After.. Not so much..

My Wordless Wednesday (22th June 2011)

Lagu Buat Sang Mantan!

Hair. Yeah.

See how easy it is to hurt my pride?

Ku Ada Kamu (cover) - Dian

♫ Tiada Ku Sangka, Kau Sungguh "KEJANG" ♫

My Heart (cover) - Dian Sira feat. Mahqhail

One In A Million - Dian Sira

KARAK: Movie Review *spoiler alert*

Nur Kasih The Movie: Review *Spoiler Alert*

"Karak: Laluan Puaka". I'm basically counting the days!

Maruah Diri Mak Aku = Nyawa Aku

That's YOU!

Lelaki boleh hilang kehenseman dalam sekelip mata

Manusia dan Riak

Lagu Slow, Lirik Bitchy

Panic Attack!

I'm a nice person, I should know that.

I've never cried this much over a TV show.

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

erk?

Kawan aku boleh keje untuk FBI

"...Dalam Botol" : Movie Review

Akademi Fantasia 9

Now You're forever out of my life!

Moment Gagap Di KLIA

Eh,tak! Tak! Dia aku punya! PUH-Leez!

MEN (Kill me but it wont stop from being true)

This is Shen.

Cherita Anak Siapa (Radhi Khalid mcm Abg ipar aku)

Bleh kena buang U klo pentaskan bende cmneh!

How do i do that middle finger emoticon,heh?

Ooh La..La..

Two voices, Only one would be heard.

Nusantara Theatre Week Updates Part 2

Nusantara Theatre Week Updates

RAWRRRRR!

Your Momma So FAT..SHE'S ON THE RUNWAY!!

Saja. Xde apa pon. :-)

EQUIVALENT!

GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT!

Dude, you should go into acting.

Encik Celcom, I hate You!

A Lil' Bit Late, tapi BOLEH JAHHHH!

The reason is you.

Lelaki Hot, Taste Horror

It feels different to drive on the other side of the road

Oh,Life as we know it. :-)

So far so good

I'm Hurt. I'm physically hurt.

Ini namanya "SETAIL" !

Halamak!

NEW KISSER (Cium sekalehhh!!)

Kissin' You (Cover) - Dian

ADAM LAMBERT's Glamnation Tour. ( I couldn't believe I was there!)

Apa Jadi, KAU TETAP CINTAKU!

Hikayat Cari Jodoh! Aku Rindu kau!

Persamaan aku dan Britney Spears!

Lucky - Dian Sira feat. Victor Soprano

Pantang Di cabar katanya!!!

*HINT* Dia pernah menang "Hero Remaja"

Lagenda Budak Setan (Aku demam wei,,serius aku demam!!)

Top 10 Hot Gay Men!

Aku mahu air ini jernih..

Apa cara terbaik untuk break - up supaya lelaki itu tak simpan dendam?

Dian's Syndrome!

Lemah lembut nyer titew~ muntah kuar katak

KARAK: Movie Review spoiler alert

Nur Kasih The Movie: Review Spoiler Alert

HINT Dia pernah menang "Hero Remaja"